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Luther's REFORMATION

2009-11-04T23:42:00.012+07:00

Last Saturday, we celebrated REFORMATION by Martin Luther. And my church talked about that.

Door of the Schlosskirche (castle church) in Wittenberg to which Luther is said to have nailed his 95 Theses on the 31st of October 1517, sparking the Reformation.

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Out of love for the truth and the desire to bring it to light, the following propositions will be discussed at Wittenberg, under the presidency of the Reverend Father Martin Luther, Master of Arts and of Sacred Theology, and Lecturer in Ordinary on the same at that place. Wherefore he requests that those who are unable to be present and debate orally with us, may do so by letter.

In the Name our Lord Jesus Christ. Amen.

1. Our Lord and Master Jesus Christ, when He said Poenitentiam agite, willed that the whole life of believers should be repentance.
2. This word cannot be understood to mean sacramental penance, i.e., confession and satisfaction, which is administered by the priests.
3. Yet it means not inward repentance only; nay, there is no inward repentance which does not outwardly work divers mortifications of the flesh.
4. The penalty [of sin], therefore, continues so long as hatred of self continues; for this is the true inward repentance, and continues until our entrance into the kingdom of heaven.
5. The pope does not intend to remit, and cannot remit any penalties other than those which he has imposed either by his own authority or by that of the Canons.
6. The pope cannot remit any guilt, except by declaring that it has been remitted by God and by assenting to God's remission; though, to be sure, he may grant remission in cases reserved to his judgment. If his right to grant remission in such cases were despised, the guilt would remain entirely unforgiven.
7. God remits guilt to no one whom He does not, at the same time, humble in all things and bring into subjection to His vicar, the priest.
8. The penitential canons are imposed only on the living, and, according to them, nothing should be imposed on the dying.
9. Therefore the Holy Spirit in the pope is kind to us, because in his decrees he always makes exception of the article of death and of necessity.
10. Ignorant and wicked are the doings of those priests who, in the case of the dying, reserve canonical penances for purgatory.
11. This changing of the canonical penalty to the penalty of purgatory is quite evidently one of the tares that were sown while the bishops slept.
12. In former times the canonical penalties were imposed not after, but before absolution, as tests of true contrition.
13. The dying are freed by death from all penalties; they are already dead to canonical rules, and have a right to be released from them.
14. The imperfect health [of soul], that is to say, the imperfect love, of the dying brings with it, of necessity, great fear; and the smaller the love, the greater is the fear.
15. This fear and horror is sufficient of itself alone (to say nothing of other things) to constitute the penalty of purgatory, since it is very near to the horror of despair.
16. Hell, purgatory, and heaven seem to differ as do despair, almost-despair, and the assurance of safety.
17. With souls in purgatory it seems necessary that horror should grow less and love increase.
18. It seems unproved, either by reason or Scripture, that they are outside the state of merit, that is to say, of increasing love.
19. Again, it seems unproved that they, or at least that all of them, are certain or assured of their own blessedness, though we may be quite certain of it.
20. Therefore by "full remission of all penalties" the pope means not actually "of all," but only of those imposed by himself.
21. Therefore those preachers of indulgences are in error, who say that by the pope's indulgences a man is freed from every penalty, and saved;
22. Whereas he remits to souls in purgatory no penalty which, according to the canons, they would have had to pay in this life.
23. If it is at all possible to grant to any one the remission of all penalties whatsoever, it is certain that this remission can be granted only to the most perfect, that is, to the very fewest.
24. It must needs be, therefore, that the greater part of the people are deceived by that indiscriminate and highsounding promise of release from penalty.
25. The power which the pope has, in a general way, over purgatory, is just like the power which any bishop or curate has, in a special way, within his own diocese or parish.
26. The pope does well when he grants remission to souls [in purgatory], not by the power of the keys (which he does not possess), but by way of intercession.
27. They preach man who say that so soon as the penny jingles into the money-box, the soul flies out [of purgatory].
28. It is certain that when the penny jingles into the money-box, gain and avarice can be increased, but the result of the intercession of the Church is in the power of God alone.
29. Who knows whether all the souls in purgatory wish to be bought out of it, as in the legend of Sts. Severinus and Paschal.
30. No one is sure that his own contrition is sincere; much less that he has attained full remission.
31. Rare as is the man that is truly penitent, so rare is also the man who truly buys indulgences, i.e., such men are most rare.
32. They will be condemned eternally, together with their teachers, who believe themselves sure of their salvation because they have letters of pardon.
33. Men must be on their guard against those who say that the pope's pardons are that inestimable gift of God by which man is reconciled to Him;
34. For these "graces of pardon" concern only the penalties of sacramental satisfaction, and these are appointed by man.
35. They preach no Christian doctrine who teach that contrition is not necessary in those who intend to buy souls out of purgatory or to buy confessionalia.
36. Every truly repentant Christian has a right to full remission of penalty and guilt, even without letters of pardon.
37. Every true Christian, whether living or dead, has part in all the blessings of Christ and the Church; and this is granted him by God, even without letters of pardon.
38. Nevertheless, the remission and participation [in the blessings of the Church] which are granted by the pope are in no way to be despised, for they are, as I have said, the declaration of divine remission.
39. It is most difficult, even for the very keenest theologians, at one and the same time to commend to the people the abundance of pardons and [the need of] true contrition.
40. True contrition seeks and loves penalties, but liberal pardons only relax penalties and cause them to be hated, or at least, furnish an occasion [for hating them].
41. Apostolic pardons are to be preached with caution, lest the people may falsely think them preferable to other good works of love.
42. Christians are to be taught that the pope does not intend the buying of pardons to be compared in any way to works of mercy.
43. Christians are to be taught that he who gives to the poor or lends to the needy does a better work than buying pardons;
44. Because love grows by works of love, and man becomes better; but by pardons man does not grow better, only more free from penalty.
45. 45. Christians are to be taught that he who sees a man in need, and passes him by, and gives [his money] for pardons, purchases not the indulgences of the pope, but the indignation of God.
46. Christians are to be taught that unless they have more than they need, they are bound to keep back what is necessary for their own families, and by no means to squander it on pardons.
47. Christians are to be taught that the buying of pardons is a matter of free will, and not of commandment.
48. Christians are to be taught that the pope, in granting pardons, needs, and therefore desires, their devout prayer for him more than the money they bring.
49. Christians are to be taught that the pope's pardons are useful, if they do not put their trust in them; but altogether harmful, if through them they lose their fear of God.
50. Christians are to be taught that if the pope knew the exactions of the pardon-preachers, he would rather that St. Peter's church should go to ashes, than that it should be built up with the skin, flesh and bones of his sheep.
51. Christians are to be taught that it would be the pope's wish, as it is his duty, to give of his own money to very many of those from whom certain hawkers of pardons cajole money, even though the church of St. Peter might have to be sold.
52. The assurance of salvation by letters of pardon is vain, even though the commissary, nay, even though the pope himself, were to stake his soul upon it.
53. They are enemies of Christ and of the pope, who bid the Word of God be altogether silent in some Churches, in order that pardons may be preached in others.
54. Injury is done the Word of God when, in the same sermon, an equal or a longer time is spent on pardons than on this Word.
55. It must be the intention of the pope that if pardons, which are a very small thing, are celebrated with one bell, with single processions and ceremonies, then the Gospel, which is the very greatest thing, should be preached with a hundred bells, a hundred processions, a hundred ceremonies.
56. The "treasures of the Church," out of which the pope. grants indulgences, are not sufficiently named or known among the people of Christ.
57. That they are not temporal treasures is certainly evident, for many of the vendors do not pour out such treasures so easily, but only gather them.
58. Nor are they the merits of Christ and the Saints, for even without the pope, these always work grace for the inner man, and the cross, death, and hell for the outward man.
59. St. Lawrence said that the treasures of the Church were the Church's poor, but he spoke according to the usage of the word in his own time.
60. Without rashness we say that the keys of the Church, given by Christ's merit, are that treasure;
61. For it is clear that for the remission of penalties and of reserved cases, the power of the pope is of itself sufficient.
62. The true treasure of the Church is the Most Holy Gospel of the glory and the grace of God.
63. But this treasure is naturally most odious, for it makes the first to be last.
64. On the other hand, the treasure of indulgences is naturally most acceptable, for it makes the last to be first.
65. Therefore the treasures of the Gospel are nets with which they formerly were wont to fish for men of riches.
66. The treasures of the indulgences are nets with which they now fish for the riches of men.
67. The indulgences which the preachers cry as the "greatest graces" are known to be truly such, in so far as they promote gain.
68. Yet they are in truth the very smallest graces compared with the grace of God and the piety of the Cross.
69. Bishops and curates are bound to admit the commissaries of apostolic pardons, with all reverence.
70. But still more are they bound to strain all their eyes and attend with all their ears, lest these men preach their own dreams instead of the commission of the pope.
71. He who speaks against the truth of apostolic pardons, let him be anathema and accursed!
72. But he who guards against the lust and license of the pardon-preachers, let him be blessed!
73. The pope justly thunders against those who, by any art, contrive the injury of the traffic in pardons.
74. But much more does he intend to thunder against those who use the pretext of pardons to contrive the injury of holy love and truth.
75. To think the papal pardons so great that they could absolve a man even if he had committed an impossible sin and violated the Mother of God -- this is madness.
76. We say, on the contrary, that the papal pardons are not able to remove the very least of venial sins, so far as its guilt is concerned.
77. It is said that even St. Peter, if he were now Pope, could not bestow greater graces; this is blasphemy against St. Peter and against the pope.
78. We say, on the contrary, that even the present pope, and any pope at all, has greater graces at his disposal; to wit, the Gospel, powers, gifts of healing, etc., as it is written in I. Corinthians xii.
79. To say that the cross, emblazoned with the papal arms, which is set up [by the preachers of indulgences], is of equal worth with the Cross of Christ, is blasphemy.
80. The bishops, curates and theologians who allow such talk to be spread among the people, will have an account to render.
81. This unbridled preaching of pardons makes it no easy matter, even for learned men, to rescue the reverence due to the pope from slander, or even from the shrewd questionings of the laity.
82. To wit: -- "Why does not the pope empty purgatory, for the sake of holy love and of the dire need of the souls that are there, if he redeems an infinite number of souls for the sake of miserable money with which to build a Church? The former reasons would be most just; the latter is most trivial."
83. Again: -- "Why are mortuary and anniversary masses for the dead continued, and why does he not return or permit the withdrawal of the endowments founded on their behalf, since it is wrong to pray for the redeemed?"
84. Again: -- "What is this new piety of God and the pope, that for money they allow a man who is impious and their enemy to buy out of purgatory the pious soul of a friend of God, and do not rather, because of that pious and beloved soul's own need, free it for pure love's sake?"
85. Again: -- "Why are the penitential canons long since in actual fact and through disuse abrogated and dead, now satisfied by the granting of indulgences, as though they were still alive and in force?"
86. Again: -- "Why does not the pope, whose wealth is to-day greater than the riches of the richest, build just this one church of St. Peter with his own money, rather than with the money of poor believers?"
87. Again: -- "What is it that the pope remits, and what participation does he grant to those who, by perfect contrition, have a right to full remission and participation?"
88. Again: -- "What greater blessing could come to the Church than if the pope were to do a hundred times a day what he now does once, and bestow on every believer these remissions and participations?"
89. "Since the pope, by his pardons, seeks the salvation of souls rather than money, why does he suspend the indulgences and pardons granted heretofore, since these have equal efficacy?"
90. To repress these arguments and scruples of the laity by force alone, and not to resolve them by giving reasons, is to expose the Church and the pope to the ridicule of their enemies, and to make Christians unhappy.
91. If, therefore, pardons were preached according to the spirit and mind of the pope, all these doubts would be readily resolved; nay, they would not exist.
92. Away, then, with all those prophets who say to the people of Christ, "Peace, peace," and there is no peace!
93. Blessed be all those prophets who say to the people of Christ, "Cross, cross," and there is no cross!
94. Christians are to be exhorted that they be diligent in following Christ, their Head, through penalties, deaths, and hell;
95. And thus be confident of entering into heaven rather through many tribulations, than through the assurance of peace.

Luther's REFORMATION

2009-11-04T23:31:00.002+07:00

Last Saturday, we celebrated REFORMATION, by Martin Luther.

Bantahan Dr. Martin Luther Mengenai Pertobatan dan Surat Pengampunan Dosa

Dengan keinginan dan tujuan untuk menguraikan kebenaran, perdebatan akan diadakan di Wittenberg berdasarkan pernyataan yang disetujui di bawah kepemimpinan Bapa Martin Luther, rahib Ordo St. Agustinus, Master of Arts and of acred Theology, dosen Universitas Wittenberg. Selin itu, ia meminta kepada orang yang tidak bisa hadir dan meakukan diskusi dengan kami secara lisan ten tang topik itu supaya melakukannya melalui surat untuk menggantikan ketidakhadiran mereka. Dalam nama Tuhan kita Yesus Kristus. Amin.

1. Tuhan dan Guru kita Yesus Kristus, ketika Ia mengucapkan "Bertobatlah," dan seterusnya, menyatakan bahwa seluruh hidup orang-orang yang percaya harus diwarnai dengan pertobatan.

2. Kata ini tidak boleh dimengerti mengacu kepada hukuman sakramental; maksudnya, berkaitan dengan proses pengakuan dan pelepasan (dosa), yang diberikan oleh imam-imam yang dilakukan di bawah pelayanan imam-imam.

3. Dan, pertobatan tidak hanya mengacu pada penyesalan batiniah; tidak, penyesalan batiniah semacam itu tidak ada artinya, kecuali secara lahiriah menghasilkan pendisiplinan diri terhadap keinginan daging.

4. Jadi, hukuman itu terus berlanjut selama ada kebencian pada diri sendiri - maksudnya, penyesalan batin yang sejati berlanjut: yaitu, sampai kita masuk ke dalam kerajaan surga.

5. Paus tidak memiliki kekuatan maupun kuasa untuk mengampuni kesalahan apa pun, kecuali yang telah ia diberikan dengan otoritasnya sendiri, atau oleh peraturan.

6. Paus tidak memiliki kuasa untuk mengampuni dosa apa pun, kecuali dengan menyatakan dan menjaminnya te1ah diampuni Allah; atau setidaknya ia dapat memberikan pengampunan pada kasus-kasus yang menjadi tanggung jawabnya, da1am kasus tersebut, jika kuasanya diremehkan, kesalahan akan tetap ada.

7. Allah tidak pernah mengampuni dosa apa pun, tanpa pada saat yang sama Dia menundukkan diri manusia itu, merendahkan diri da1am sega1a sesuatu, kepada otoritas imam, wakilnya.

8. Peraturan pengakuan dosa hanya dikenakan pada orang yang hidup dan tidak seharusnya dikenakan pada orang yang mati; menurut peraturan tersebut.

9. Oleh karena itu Roh Kudus berkarya da1am diri Paus me1akukan hal yang baik bagi kita, sejauh da1am keputusannya, Paus se1a1u membuat perkecualian terhadap aturan ten tang kematian dan nasib seseorang.

10. Imam-imam bertindak salah dan tanpa pengetahuan,jika dalam kasus orang yang sekarat, mengganti hukuman kanonik dengan api penyucian.

11. Benih ilalang tentang mengubah hukuman kanonik menjadi hukuman di api penyucian tampaknya tentu saja telah ditaburkan sementara para uskup tertidur.

12. Pada mulanya, hukuman kanonik dikenakan bukan sesudah, melainkan sebe1um pengampunan, sebagai ujian untuk pertobatan mendalam yang sejati.

13. Orang yang sekarat melunasi semua hukuman dengan kematian, dianggap sudah mati sesuai hukum kanon dan mendapat hak dilepaskan dari hukum kanon.

14. Kebaikan atau kasih yang tidak sempurna dari orang yang sekarat pasti menyebabkan ketakutan yang besar; dan makin sedikit kebaikan atau kasihnya, makin besar ketakutan yang diakibatkannya.

15. Rasa takut dan ngeri tersebut sudah cukup bagi dirinya sendiri, tanpa berbicara hal-hal lain, tanpa ditambah penderitaan di api penyucian karena hal itu sangat de kat dengan kengerian keputusasaan.

16. Neraka, api penyucian, dan surga tampak berbeda seperti halnya keputusasaan, hampir putus asa, dan kedamaian pikiran itu berbeda.

17. Jiwa da1am api penyucian, tampaknya harus seperti ini: saat kengerian menghilang, kasih meningkat.

18. Namun, hal itu tampaknya tidak terbukti dengan penalaran apa pun atau ayat Alkitab mana pun, api penyucian berada di luar kebaikan seseorang atau meningkatnya kasih.

19. Hal itu juga tidak terbukti; bahwa jiwa dalam api penyucian yakin dan mantap dengan berkat mereka sendiri; mereka semua, bahkan jika kita bisa sangat yakin dengan hal tersebut.

20. Oleh karena itu Paus, ketika ia berbicara ten tang pengampunan sepenuhnya dari semua hukuman, itu bukan sekadar bermakna semua dosa, melainkan hanya hukuman yang ia jatuhkan sendiri.

21. Jadi, para pengkhotbah pengampunan dosa, yang berkata bahwa dengan surat pengampunan dosa dari Paus, seseorang dibebaskan dan diselamatkan dari semua hukuman, melakukan kesalahan.

22. Sebab sesungguhnya ia tidak menghapuskan hukuman, yang harus mereka bayar dalam kehidupan sesuai dengan peraturan, bagi jiwa-jiwa di api penyucian.

23. Jika pengampunan sepenuhnya bagi semua hukuman bisa diberikan kepada seseorang, sudah tentu tidak akan diberikan kepada seorang pun kecuali orang yang paling sempurna - yaitu, kepada sangat sedikit orang.

24. Oleh karena itu sebagian besar orang pasti tertipu dengan janji pembebasan dari hukuman yang bersifat tidak pandang bulu dan sangat manis itu.

25. Kekuasaan seperti itu dimiliki Paus atas api penyucian secara umum, seperti halnya dimiliki setiap uskup di keuskupannya dan setiap imam di jemaatnya sendiri, secara khusus.

26. Paus bertindak dengan benar dengan memberikan pengampunan dosa kepada jiwa-jiwa, bukan dengan kekuasaan kunci-kunci (yang tak ada gunanya dalam hal ini), meLainkan dengan doa syafaat.

27. Orang yang berkata bahwa jiwa seseorang terlepas dari api penyucian segera setelah uang dimasukkan ke dalam peti yang menimbulkan bunyi gemerencing, berkhotbah dengan gila.

28. Sudah tentu, ketika uang yang dimasukkan dalam peti menimbulkan bunyi gemerencing, ketamakan, dan keuntungan mungkin meningkat, tetapi doa syafaat gereja tergantung pada kehendak Allah semata-mata.

29. Siapa tahu apakah semua jiwa di api penyucian ingin dibebaskan darinya atau tidak, sesuai dengan cerita yang dikisahkan tentang Santo Severinus dan Paschal?

30. Tidak ada seorang pun yang yakin tentang realita perasaan berdosanya sendiri, terlebih-lebih pencapaian pengampunan dosa seluruhnya.

31. Seperti halnya petobat sejati itu jarang, demikian juga orang yang sungguh-sungguh membeli surat pengampunan dosa itu jarang - maksudnya, sangat jarang.

32. Orang yang percaya bahwa, melalui surat pengampunan dosa, mereka dijamin mendapatkan keselamatan mereka, akan dihukum secara kekal bersama dengan guru-guru mereka.

33. Kita harus secara khusus berhati-hati terhadap orang yang berkata bahwa surat pengampunan dari Paus ini merupakan karunia Allah yang tak ternilai harganya, yang menyebabkan seseorang diperdamaikan dengan Allah.

34. Sebab kasih karunia yang disalurkan melalui pengampunan ini hanya berkaitan dengan hukuman untuk memenuhi hal-hal yang bersifat sakramen, yang ditentukan oleh manusia.

35. Orang yang mengajar bahwa penyesalan yang mendalam itu tidak diperlukan oleh orang-orang yang membeli jiwa-jiwa keluar dari api penyucian atau membeli lisensi pengakuan, tidak mengkhotbahkan doktrin Kristen.

36. Setiap orang Kristen yang merasakan penyesalan yang sejati akan mendapatkan pengampunan dosa seluruhnya yang sejati dari penderitaan dan rasa bersalah, bahkan meskipun tanpa surat pengampunan dosa.

37. Setiap orang Kristen sejati, entah yang hidup atau yang mati, mendapatkan bagian dalam semua berkat Kristus dan gereja yang diberikan kepadanya oleh Allah meskipun tanpa surat pengampunan dosa.

38. Namun, pengampunan dosa, yang dilakukan oleh Paus, tidak boleh dipandang rendah dengan cara apa pun sebab pengampunan, seperti saya katakan, merupakan pernyataan pengampunan dosa dari Allah.

39. Menekankan dampak pengampunan dosa yang besar dan pada saat yang sama menekankan pentingnya penyesalan yang sejati di mata orang-orang, merupakan hal yang paling sulit, bahkan juga untuk teolog yang paling terpelajar sekalipun.

40. Penyesalan yang sejati mendambakan dan mencintai hukuman, sementara hadiah pengampunan dosa menjadikannya lega dan membuat manusia membencinya, atau paling tidak memberikan kesempatan bagi mereka untuk membencinya.

41. Pengampunan dosa apostolikharus dinyatakan dengan penuh hati-hati,jika tidak, orang-orang secara salah akan menduga hal itu diletakkan pada perbuatan baik kasih lainnya.

42. Orang-orang Kristen harus diajar bahwa Paus tidak pernah berpikir bahwa pembelian surat pengampunan dosa dalam cara apa pun bisa dibandingkan dengan karya kasih karunia.

43. Orang-orang Kristen harus diajar bahwa orang yang memberi kepada orang miskin, atau memberi pinjaman kepada orang yang kekurangan, berbuat lebih baik daripada jika ia membeli surat pengampunan dosa.

44. Karena, me1alui kasih, kasih meningkat, dan manusia menjadi lebih baik; sementara melalui surat pengampunan dosa, ia tidak menjadi lebih baik, tetapi hanya lebih bebas dari hukuman.

45. Orang-orang Kristen harus diajar bahwa orang yang memandang seseorang yang kekurangan dan melewatinya, memberikan uang untuk mendapatkan pengampunan dosa, tidak sedang membeli surat pengampunan dosa dari Paus untuk dirinya sendiri, tetapi murka Allah.

46. Orang-orang Kristen harus diajar bahwa, kecuali mereka memiliki kekayaan yang berlimpah, mereka terikat untuk melakukan hal yang perlu untuk dipakai bagi keperluan rumah tangga mereka sendiri dan dengan cara apa pun tidak boleh menghamburkannya untuk mendapatkan surat pengampunan.

47. Orang-orang Kristen harus diajar bahwa, meskipun mereka bebas untuk membeli surat pengampunan dosa, mereka tidak diwajibkan untuk melakukannya.

48. Orang-orang Kristen harus diajar bahwa Paus, dalam memberikan pengampunan, memiliki kebutuhan lebih banyak dan keinginan lebih banyak agar doa yang tekun dinaikkan baginya, daripada uang yang sudah siap untuk dibayarkan.

49. Orang-orang Kristen harus diajar bahwa pengampunan dari Paus itu berguna,jika mereka tidak meletakkan kepercayaan mereka penyucian; tetapi paling berbahaya, jika melaluinya mereka kehilangan rasa takut mereka kepada Allah.

50. Orang-orang Kristen harus diajar bahwa,jika Paus mengetahui tuntutan para pengkhotbah pengampunan dosa, ia akan lebih menyukai jika Basilika St. Petrus dibakar sampai menjadi abu, daripada dibangun dengan kulit, daging, dan tulang domba-dombanya.

51. Orang-orang Kristen harus diajar bahwa, seperti halnya merupakan kewajiban, demikian juga itu merupakan harapan Paus yang jika perlu menjual Basilika St. Petrus dan memberikan uangnya sendiri kepada banyak orang, yang darinya para pengkhotbah pengampunan dosa menarik uang.

52. Sia-sialah harapan untuk mendapatkan keselamatan melalui surat-surat pengampunan dosa, bahkan sekalipun itu komisaris, tidak, bahkan Paus sendiri - harus menjanjikan jiwanya sendiri bagi mereka.

53. Orang yang, demi memberitakan pengampunan dosa, mengutuk firrnan Allah untuk meredakan ketenangan di gereja lainnya, adalah musuh Kristus dan Paus.

54. Kesalahan dilakukan terhadap firman Allah jika, dalam khotbah yang sama, waktu yang sama atau lebih lama dihabiskan untuk membahas surat pengampunan daripada untuk membahas firman Allah.

55. Menurut pikiran Paus jika surat pengampunan, yang merupakan masalah yang sangat kecil, dirayakan dengan satu bel, satu prosesi, dan satu seremoni; Injil, yang merupakan masalah yang sangat besar, seharusnya diberitakan dengan ratusan bel, ratusan prosesi, dan ratusan seremoni.

56. Kekayaan gereja yang menyebabkan Paus mengeluarkan surat pengampunan dosa, tidak cukup didiskusikan atau dikenal di antara umat Kristus.

57. Tampak jelas bahwa kekayaan tersebut bukanlah kekayaan semen tara; sebab kekayaan tersebut tidak untuk dibagikan secara gratis, tetapi hanya ditimbun oleh banyak pengkhotbah surat pengampunan dosa.

58. Kekayaan itu juga bukan kebaikan Kristus dan para Rasul; sebab tanpa peran Paus, kebaikan selalu menghasilkan kasih karunia kepada manusia rohani; dan salib, kematian, dan neraka bagi manusia lahiriah.
59. St. Lawrence berkata bahwa harta benda gereja adalah orang-orang miskin di gereja, tetapi ia berbicara menurut penggunaan kata itu pada zamannya.

60. Kami tidak tergesa-gesa berbicara jika kami berkata bahwa kunci gereja, yang diserahkan melalui kebaikan Kristus, adalah kekayaan itu.
61. Sangat jelas bahwa kuasa Paus pada hakikatnya sudah memadai untuk mengampuni hukuman dan kasus-kasus yang khusus diberikan padanya.

62. Kekayaan gereja yang sejati adalah Injil Kudus dari kemuliaan dan kasih karunia Allah.

63. Namun, kekayaan itu paling dibenci karena membuat orang yang pertama menjadi yang terkemudian.

64. Sementara kekayaan surat pengampunan dosa paling diterima karena membuat yang terakhir menjadi yang pertama.

65. Oleh karena itu kekayaan Injil adalah jala, yang pada mulanya digunakan untuk menjala orang kaya.

66. Kekayaan surat pengampunan dosa adalah jala yang sekarang digunakan untuk menjala kekayaan orang.

67. Surat pengampunan dosa, yang dipromosikan secara jelas oleh para pengkhotbah sebagai kasih karunia terbesar, dipandang sungguh-sungguh seperti itu sepanjang berkaitan dengan meningkatnya keuntungan.

68. Namun, dalam kenyataan, surat itu tidak berarti apa-apa jika dibandingkan dengan kasih karunia Allah dan kesalehan karena salib.

69. Uskup dan imam terikat untuk menerima komisaris kepausan yang mengurusi surat pengampunan dengan segala kehormatannya.

70. Namun, mereka masih terikat untuk melihatnya dengan segenap mata mereka dan memerhatikan dengan segenap telinga mereka supaya orang-orang ini tidak mengkhotbahkan keinginan mereka sendiri, namun mengkhotbahkan apa yang diperintahkan oleh Paus.

71. Biarlah orang yang berbicara menentang kebenaran surat pengampunan dosa Paus terkucil dan terkutuk.

72. Namun, pada sisi lain, orang yang mengeluarkan segenap kemampuannya untuk menentang hawa nafsu dan penye1ewengan kebebasan para pengkhotbah pengampunan, biarlah ia diberkati.

73. Seperti halnya Paus secara adil menghardik orang yang menggunakan berbagai cara untuk merusak perdagangan surat pengampunan.

74. Terlebih-lebih jika ia menghardik orang yang, dengan dalih surat pengampunan, menggunakannya sebagai alasan untuk merusak kasih kudus dan kebenaran.

75. Berpikir bahwa sur at pengampunan Paus memiliki kuasa sedemikian sehingga mereka bisa membebaskan manusia bahkan jika - meskipun itu tidak mungkin - ia telah bersalah kepada Bunda Allah, merupakan kegilaan.

76. Sebaliknya, kami meneguhkan bahwa surat pengampunan Paus tidak bisa menghapuskan dosa paling remeh sekalipun, sepanjang hal itu terkait dengan kesalahannya.

77. Ungkapan yang mengatakan bahwa seandainya St. Petrus menjadi Paus sekarang, ia tidak bisa memberikan kasih karunia yang lebih besar, merupakan penghujatan kepada St. Petrus dan Paus.

78. Kami sebaliknya meneguhkan bahwa Paus saat ini atau Paus lain mana pun memiliki kasih karunia yang lebih besar yang dapat digunakan menurut kehendaknya - yaitu, InjiI, kuasa, karunia kesembuhan, dan sebagaimana tertulis (1 Korintus XII.9.)

79. Mengatakan bahwa salib yang dihiasi panji-panji kepausan merniliki kuasa yang sama dengan salib Kristus, merupakan penghujatan.

80. Uskup, imam, dan teolog yang mengizinkan khotbah semacam itu beredar di antara umat, harus memberikan pertanggung-jawaban.

81. Khotbah mengenai surat pengampunan dosa yang tidak terkontrol ini bukanlah hal yang mudah, bahkan juga bagi orang terpelajar, tidak bisa menyelamatkan Paus dari fitnah, atau, dalam semua peristiwa, pertanyaan kritis kaumawam.

82. Misalnya: "Mengapa Paus tidak mengosongkan api penyucian demi kasih yang paling kudus, dan kebutuhan jiwa yang mendesak - ini menjadi yang paling benar dari semua alasan - jika ia menebus jumlah jiwa yang tidak terbatas demi hal yang paling hina, uang, untuk digunakan membangun Basilika - ini menjadi alasan yang paling sepele?"

83. Sekali lagi: "Mengapa misa penguburan dan misa peringatan hari kematian masih berlanjut, dan mengapa Paus tidak mengembalikan, atau mengizinkan penarikan dana yang diwariskan untuk tujuan ini; karena hal ini merupakan kesalahan untuk berdoa bagi orang-orang yang sudah ditebus?"

84. Sekali lagi: "Apakah karena kesalehan yang baru kepada Allah dan Paus, maksudnya, demi uang, pejabat gereja mengizinkan orang yang tidak beriman dan musuh Allah untuk menebus jiwa-jiwa yang saleh dan mengasihi Allah dari api pencucian, namun tidak menebus jiwa yang saleh dan terkasih itu, berdasarkan kasih yang cuma-cuma, demi kebutuhannya jiwa-jiwa itu sendiri?"

85. Sekali lagi: "Mengapa peraturan tentang penyesalan dosa, yang sudah lama dihapuskan dan mati dalam kenyataannya karena tidak digunakan, sekarang dipatuhi lagi dengan memberikan surat pengampunan dosa, seolah-olah peraturan-peraturan tersebut masih hidup dan berlaku?"

86. Sekali lagi: "Mengapa Paus, yang kekayaannya saat ini jauh lebih banyak daripada orang yang paling kaya di antara orang kaya, tidak membangun Basilika St. Petrus dengan uangnya sendiri, sebaliknya dengan uang dari. orang-orang percaya yang miskin?"

87. Sekali lagi: "Apa yang diampuni at au dianugerahkan Paus kepada orang-orang, yang dengan penyesalan yang dalam dan sempurna, merniliki hak untuk mendapatkan pengampunan dan berkat yang sempurna?

88. Sekali lagi: "Berkat yang lebih besar apakah yang akan diterima gereja jika Paus, tidak satu kali, seperti yang ia lakukan sekarang, memberikan peng¬ampunan dosa dan berkat seratus kali sehari kepada setiap orang yang setia dalam iman?"

89. Oleh karen a keselamatan jiwa, bukannya uang, yang dicari Paus melalui surat pengampunannya, mengapa ia menunda surat-surat dan pengampunan dosa yang diberikan sejak lama karen a keduanya sama-sama manjur?

90. Untuk menindas keberatan dan argumen kaum awam dengan kekuatan semata-mata dan tidak menyelesaikannya dengan memberikan penjelasan, berarti memberi kesempatan kepada gereja dan Paus untuk dicemooh musuh-rnusuh mereka dan membuat orang-orang Kristen tidak senang.

91. jika, kemudian, pengampunan dikhotbahkan sesuai semangat dan pikiran Paus, sernua pertanyaan ini akan diselesaikan dengan mudah - tidak, bahkan tidak akan ada.

92. Jadi, menyingkirlah, semua nabi yang berkata kepada umat Kristus, "Damai, damai," dan tidak ada damai!

93. Diberkatilah semua nabi yang berkata kepada umat Kristus, "Salib, salib," dan tidak ada salib!

94. Orang-orang Kristen harus dinasihati untuk setia mengikuti Kristus Sang Kepala mereka melalui penderitaan, kematian, dan neraka.

95. Dan dengan demikian yakin untuk memasuki surga melalui penganiayaan, bukannya melalui damai sejahtera yang palsu.

PERNYATAAN

Saya, Martin Luther, Doktor, dari Ordo Rahib di Wittenberg, ingin menyatakan di depan umum bahwa dalil tertentu menentang sur at pengampunan dosa Paus, sebagaimana mereka menyebutnya, te1ah saya cetuskan. Meskipun demikian, sampai saat ini, tidak ada aliran kita yang paling terkenal dan termasyhur, ataupun kekuatan sipil dan keimaman telah mengecam saya, tetapi seperti yang saya dengar, ada beberapa orang yang memiliki sikap tidak berpikir panjang dan lancang, yang berani mengatakan bahwa saya bidat, seolah-olah masalah ini sudah diamati dan dipelajari dengan teliti. Namun, menurut saya, seperti yang sudah saya lakukan sebelumnya, demikian juga sekarang, saya memohon kepada semua orang dengan iman Kristus, agar menunjukkan kepada saya jalan yang lebih baik, jika jalan yang semacam itu sudah dinyatakan Allah kepadanya, atau paling tidak untuk memberikan pendapat mereka ten tang penilaian Allah dan gereja. Sebab saya tidak begitu terburu-buru untuk berharap bahwa pendapat saya semata yang lebih disukai daripada pendapat semua orang lain, atau tidak bodoh sehingga bersedia membiarkan firman Allah dijadikan dongeng yang direkayasa oleh penalaran manusia.

more 1 month 2 weeks 3 days

2009-11-01T18:22:00.002+07:00

Today is November 1st, and I feel that I had never wrote in my blog. and today I think that I have to write something, yah off course. at December 18th, Steven will come to jakarta, and I have planned to take him somewhere XD and I dont want to tell you, it's still secret guys..

I have to study how to get up early in the morning, a few days ago, I felt that I was so lazy to get up at 8am. huff =.="
and I plan to study bout exam, and there are some of my target :
1. have to get IP 3,75 (AMIN!)
2. D.I.E.T
3.study hard on violin
4. ZION's choir (preparation fot christmas)
5. my commitment with GOD
6. to be a better person!!!

I believe that I can do that. I optimist that I can achieve. and I need God's help..
thx God, I grateful of everything that YOU had given me..
thx God, that I can grateful to YOU.
love YOU, mom dad bro, and steven XD

want it want it want it

2009-09-21T16:09:00.007+07:00

I want boot, idk why, just want it, and wear it. trust me, if i have boots, i'll always take care of it..hehe, like this one, i love it so much...

this one is so cute

and i love Taylor Swift too, her songs, i like it too, nice songs i think, her style, im loving it..

long time no see

2009-08-15T16:45:00.002+07:00

hi my dear,,,hehe...
really missing to write my blog, im just want to say "HAPPY HOLIDAY"
im still in makassar, and dont want to back to jakarta, maybe later lah..
later too, i'll be lonely, without no one. hiks hiks..
i cant explain in here..sory guys, just feel sad with it..

MJ was dead, OMG!!! im sad

2009-06-26T20:57:00.004+07:00

guys, michael jackson was dead...so sad too..

"On the Sad morning of June 25, 2009 Michael Jackson was discovered collapsed at his rental home in Los Angeles. 911 emergency services responded promptly at 12:21 pm Pacific time arriving at 12:30 pm to find Michael unconscious and not breathing. He was rushed to the UCLA Medical Center and after a brief slip into a coma Michael was pronounced dead at 2:26pm; the cause reported as cardiac arrest. THE Los Angeles Police Department has opened an investigation and an autopsy is scheduled for Friday, June 26, 2009.

Michael lived a very colourful life and during a short 50 years he made an indelible mark on the planet Earth. Whether or not you are a fan there is nobody who can deny his impact and the memory of him which will persist in all of us indefinitely. Spread the word of Michael Jackson's legacy and make sure everyone will always remember."

I really like his song, two of course, You are not Alone, and Heal The World...

http://www.4shared.com/file/62638007/ca23be5a/14-michael_jackson-you_are_not_alone.html?s=1

"You Are Not Alone"

Another day has gone
I'm still all alone
How could this be
You're not here with me
You never said goodbye
Someone tell me why
Did you have to go
And leave my world so cold

Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Something whispers in my ear and says
That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

But you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
But you are not alone

'Lone, 'lone
Why, 'lone

Just the other night
I thought I heard you cry
Asking me to come
And hold you in my arms
I can hear your prayers
Your burdens I will bear
But first I need your hand
Then forever can begin

Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Something whispers in my ear and says
That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
For you are not alone

Whisper three words and I'll come runnin'
And girl you know that I'll be there
I'll be there

You are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart

For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

For you are not alone

For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart

For you are not alone...

http://www.4shared.com/file/62648680/2a330153/0427_Michael_Jackson_-_Heal_the_world.html?s=1

This song is dedicated for all children in the world

"Heal The World"

There's a place in
Your heart
And I know that it is love
And this place could
Be much
Brighter than tomorrow
And if you really try
Youll find theres no need
To cry
In this place youll feel
Theres no hurt or sorrow

There are ways
To get there
If you care enough
For the living
Make a little space
Make a better place...

Heal the world
Make it a better place
For you and for me
And the entire human race
There are people dying
If you care enough
For the living
Make a better place
For you and for me

If you want to know why
Theres a love that
Cannot lie
Love is strong
It only cares for
Joyful giving
If we try
We shall see
In this bliss
We cannot feel
Fear or dread
We stop existing and
Start living

Then it feels that always
Loves enough for
Us growing
So make a better world
Make a better world...

Heal the world
Make it a better place
For you and for me
And the entire human race
There are people dying
If you care enough
For the living
Make a better place
For you and for me

And the dream we were
Conceived in
Will reveal a joyful face
And the world we
Once believed in
Will shine again in grace
Then why do we keep
Strangling life
Wound this earth
Crucify its soul
Though its plain to see
This world is heavenly
Be gods glow

We could fly so high
Let our spirits never die
In my heart
I feel you are all
My brothers
Create a world with
No fear
Together we cry
Happy tears
See the nations turn
Their swords
Into plowshares

We could really get there
If you cared enough
For the living
Make a little space
To make a better place...

Heal the world
Make it a better place
For you and for me
And the entire human race
There are people dying
If you care enough
For the living
Make a better place
For you and for me

Heal the world
Make it a better place
For you and for me
And the entire human race
There are people dying
If you care enough
For the living
Make a better place
For you and for me

Heal the world
Make it a better place
For you and for me
And the entire human race
There are people dying
If you care enough
For the living
Make a better place
For you and for me

There are people dying
If you care enough
For the living
Make a better place
For you and for me

There are people dying
If you care enough
For the living
Make a better place
For you and for me

You and for me
You and for me
You and for me
You and for me
You and for me
You and for me
You and for me
You and for me
You and for me
You and for me
You and for me

These songs have so much meaning. I love that.

game

2009-06-22T11:51:00.003+07:00

im in bed time, that's my status now, eventhough that's not im doing rite now, im in study time, that's the true condition, haha, im so lazy to change it, guys..

im busy, is not the true condition too, from yesterday, i was just have fun time, before face the exam, huff..and i want to study hard, to get scholarship, pray for me guys..

and now, i wanna tell you about some game,
1. http://depthart.org/get-out-r-u-smart-enough-to-solve-this-puzzle--t3617.html

you have to out from the door, by finding things. the things are hidden, not easy to find the answer, so have your time to answer it.. if you couldn't finish it, you can whisper me at ym or msn..

2. http://neutralxe.net/esc/rgb_play.html

this game, i've not answer it, because i want to seriously study, so i've not answered it yet.

3. www.hotel626.com

this is a horor game, my friend suggests to play it, but i dont want to do that, because im scared..hehe

so, have your time with happy, smile, and laugh

regards,

stephanie

happy because of you..

2009-06-16T11:55:00.003+07:00

I'm happy because there are so many people around me., parents, big family, LG, friends, and especially I have God to trust in.

I miss my home, and my parents in makassar city, yes actually H.O.M.E.S.I.C.K
My dad and mom who support me and make me like this, and I don't want to make them sad, I wanna make them happy, because they have this girl (me) in their family..

Big family, i wanna see my brothers, my sisters. all of you, whereever you are, I'm gonna miss you..

LG, miss them so badly. and I know we're trying to make five of us, in one place, and I think it's so difficult, but don't worry let God works on us, to let us see each other, and we can feel a warm hug, an honest smile, etc that we've ever done, in high school..

Friends in mks, in jkt, I have to say this, I'm proud to have you in my life, as my friends, to share all of my problem, to solve our sadness, and feel happiness each of us..

God, thanks for everything that You gave me, You make created me, and You put me in Maramis's family. I'm happy because all of them, so I wanna thankful to You, and I trust in You..

regards,

Stephanie

great things

2009-06-07T18:51:00.004+07:00

In this month, I'll be very busy, because the final exam starts to frighten me (off course), but I'm promised to do my best as I can..with God's help too..and so many homework that I have to do that until finish..that's why I didn't write new post (sory guys) this busy week..

actually, these days, I'm falling in love with one song. named "With every bit of me", it has the best meaning (for me), if you want to hear that, you can download it, in 4shared.com...

and I want to show you 2 video,
1. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Um9KsrH377A bout one hair's product, but in my mind, it makes me want to study new instrument..and you know what is this, because inside the video, there are just two instruments, piano and violin. so the new instrument that I want to study is violin..Ganbatte ne step!!

2. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MI8koEcOBh0
this song was given by eric karyanto, and I think it's nice..it's magical partitur (when I see the video)..and the video is shown by him too..I miss my piano. I miss when I played piano at home..

today is enoguh, enjoy yourself with that...

happy, happy, and happy

2009-05-18T01:24:00.003+07:00

yup, I'm happy today, because of my parents, I love them so much, with all of my heart.
my parents came to jakarta at May 14th, 2009. that's why I felt happy a few days, and today they go to spore, because of something that I can't tell in front of the public.

smile, happy, laugh, I'm doing all of them
^^

today I watch BBF, boys before flower, that's nice movie, you have to watch it.

btw, I'm so afraid, my mark is not agree with my wish...haizzzz
God please help me,,,

and, you know, I'd bought speaker, ea ea ea,,,it's fun to hear many songs, hehe
at Tuesday, I'll play badminton with some of my friends, hehe, it's fun too, it makes me more healthy, than before,,,

I wanna go to bed, so let me say good night, beib...

Miiko's comic

2009-05-03T19:25:00.008+07:00

For long time, I don't write new post,,,and now, let me write it...
heehhe,,,

yesterday, ewel had asked me something,
"Is Love need any reason??"

and my answer is (still the same answer, wel)..

"wel, wkt chat sm lue, sdh sy jwb bkn???

love doesn't need reason, to be loved, but love needs heart, to be loved...

cinta nda bth alasan, knp sy bisa suka sm dy,,,knp sy bisa jatuh cinta sm dy......

kl cinta bth alasan, itu bukan cinta namanya tp suka,,,

cinta tdk bth alasan, krn cinta itu kita syg sm dy...

suka dan syg adalah hal yg berbeda,,,,
suka blm tentu kita syg,,,tp syg sdh tentu suka,,,
kita syg sm seseorg, kita pingin dy bahagia, entah brsm kita ato bersama org lain..."

I'd known that he loves pipi so much, and I think never one can make ewel not to love her...
in my eyes, I will see the good things better than the bad things...
yup, you're right wel. thanx for suggestions to me..

I've prepared my heart to take "perjamuan kudus", and this morning, I went church with my friend, my bro, and his friend...
after that, I followed ZION, at 2pm went home again..
and I invited me, steven, tony, to eat..
and we ate friut ice, hahahha, and that food is not delicious, I think..
and steven give me permission to borrow MIIKO's book, (total 5books), heheheh, until now, I'm reading 3rd book of it...
and tomorrow, I'm going to plan, to study IPB, becoz, Tuesday, I have exam of it,,,
hehehhe
I can be patient to wait until 6th May 2009, the last exam, yuhuiiiiiiii
and steven and tony want to go mangdu, accompany me and merlin to buy speaker ("kl jadi beli, bkn kl jadi peginya"),

Right now, I want to finish my reading, so....
bubye,,,,

two advices.

2009-04-27T00:04:00.003+07:00

today, ewel gives me two advices, there are :

1. Orang yang memiliki kejahatan tidak akan tahan untuk berbuat baik ,tapi klalau orang yang baik pasti dia tahan untuk selalu berbuat baik karena memang kepribadiannya.

2. Kita ngak boleh bergantung sama seseorang 100%, karena manusia bisa membuat kita kecewa, tapi bergantunglah pada Tuhan karena DIA tak pernah membuatmu kecewa.

and I think, I want to be a good girl, and I'm trying to reduce my minus bout my speak manner (I'm so fussy), my path manner (I walk like the other boys) as feminine, my attitude (off course, step!)...

I want to improve my insight bout everything (I don't want to be a "polos" girl anymore), my friend always said that I'm nerd, OMG!. i don't want to be called like that..

the one, that I want to change bout my style, haha..ckck
^^

and don't forget, I want to be close with God...
because HE gives the best for me, as his child..
^^

UTS Accounting Introduction II

2009-04-23T06:52:00.002+07:00

Today, I'm going to fight with accounting,,,hope I'll get the good mark...
"God, help your child, help her to do her best in doing of accounting, Thank You God, Amen"

Ganbatte ne step!!!
after facing the exam, I'll take a rest a moment, my eyes is blue because I went to bed at morning..fiuhhhh...

die of hunger.

2009-04-20T17:51:00.005+07:00

I was sent a link with mimit a few minutes ago., and inside the link, that is the movie, that makes me can't say anything..

http://www.cultureunplugged.com/play/1081/Chicken-a-la-Carte

you can watch it..and you'll feel what I'm feeling right now....

a SURPRISE, guys.

2009-04-15T15:40:00.006+07:00

yeah, I just wanna tell you about yesterday, at 12pm..
today is steven sumithio's birthday, so merlin tony and me made a surprise for him, exactly at 12pm.
Yesterday, I had college until 7pm, and I was so tired, then merlin and me, went home then went to dapur cokelat to buy a cake, then, we went back to home, went out again, to find food (so hungry at that time), then we went home again and again, but in the street, we met nic (mega's boyfriend) and anto (nic's friend), and we were picked up to their new apart, until 11pm, then we were accompanied to go our home, to celebrate mimit's birthday.

teng, teng,,,(hahaha) 12pm..so we went to mimit's room, didn't forget to bring his cake, and he was so sleepy, his room was so dark, (fiuh).

HaPPy BirthdaY Mit
April, 15th 2009

tony was so hungry, ckck

tony's face so ****(haha)

mimit, me, merlin, and tony

but, mimit doesn't like to eat something that the taste is so sweet, swt!. ckck
but, there is a slution, because of tony, he eats everything..hahaha
:D

let me say,

Happy Birthday, Steven Sumithio
wish you all the best, yah

btw, friday I have test about java, fiuh!
it's so difficult, I think...
GANBATTE NE STEP!

I'm so willing to eat banana, but they looks so hard to be found. ckck
One MOMENT More, I want you to NEED me.

LIFE is a BATTLE, not WAR...

2009-04-12T12:06:00.004+07:00

HAPPY EASTER ALL OF YOU....

Today is Easter's day,,yah everyone knows it..
yesterday, I went church with Merlin, exactly KAPE 1, hehe, and the theme is THE INVISIBLE BATTLE..

and I got 3 point, and I dont want to keep it alone, because I'll share with you guys,

1. LIFE is a BATTLE and the BATTLE is real, and we have to choose. we couldn't blame devil because of our sin, devil is just doing his duty of us, to tempt us as Jesus's children, so we should to blame ourselves because we had chosen to take devil's tempt. LIFE is a BATTLE, wherever we have to wage war the sin, devil's tempt..

the conversation :
Evangelist : "Narkoba itu tidak baik, Tuhan tidak suka ketika anak-anakNya melakukan dosa, memakai narkoba, berjudi, dan sebagainya."
A child : "Loh, Bapak tau darimana narkoba tidak baik? Apakah Bapak sudah pernah mencobanya?"
Evangelist : "Bapak belum pernah mencobanya. Jangan bodoh nak, berarti penjara baik dong?"
A child : "Tidak lah pak"
Evangelist : "Memangnya kamu sudah pernah masuk penjara? Tidak semua hal perlu kita lakukan, kalau kita melakukannya, maka kita akan hancur terlebih dahulu."

2. we may lose the battle but JESUS has WON the WAR. if we lose today, we fight again tomorrow, if we win, we fight again tomorrow, because LIFE ia a BATTLE, like Mr. Andrie Wongso's word "GAGAl, BANGKIT lagi, GAGAL dan BANGKIT lagi."

3. we have to STAND FIRM, (ephesians 6 : 10-11)
eventhough we lose the battle, we have to fight, eventhough we win the battle, we still have to fight...

LIFE is a BATTLE, do you realize?
yes, I realize it.'

HOW CAN WE DEAL WITH IT?
we can deal with it, by PRAYING, READING BIBLE, and STANDING FIRM, so we can hold out until the end of our life..

that's all of 3 point, hehe..
I think I'm so far from God, and I have to renew my relationship with God.
^^
because God had died for me and all of you...

the fast and the furious, watch it!

2009-04-09T01:22:00.005+07:00

I just can say, "ggrr, swt, astagaaa, OMG..."
from yesterday, I'd planned to watch the fast and the furious 4 in TA, so, today I invite widi, erlin, ndru, ewel, NG, chan2, but just ewel agreed to say yes. fiuhhhh
but I canceled it, because the movie is started at 8.55 pm, then ewel went home,
but after eating dinner, I asked merlin to watch the fast and the furious 4 together, hehe, so we went TA, then after arriving, we hurried up as fast as we could, then that was us in 21. so we stood in line, and time passed away, and unlucky, we didn't get the tickets, that's why I said "ggrr, swt, astagaaa, OMG..." as the first sentence for this post, hehe.

then I asked merlin to text with tony, to know where he wanted to go with mimit, his answer was shocking me, he said that he went to TA, but he didn't get the tickets too, then he went to senci, (swt!), if i know, that senci can make me to watch the fast and the furious, I'll go there.

so, I'm so unlucky for today. hehe, I just can smile, laugh, and smile again..
HAHAHAHA, (ckckck)
and right now, I'm just hearing music, that makes me so comfortable, not to think my bad luck, hoho..

APRIL MOP!!

2009-04-01T10:33:00.003+07:00

today is april mop, oh no!
the 1st thing, I was lied with one people, his name is Tony Theosunandar.

ToNy Theosunandar (4/1/2009 2:07:38 AM): we
ToNy Theosunandar (4/1/2009 2:07:42 AM): bsk tggl merah
ToNy Theosunandar (4/1/2009 2:07:47 AM): np bs kau kul
ToNy Theosunandar (4/1/2009 2:07:51 AM): ckckck
adagio (4/1/2009 2:07:58 AM): bsk tgl merah mu
ToNy Theosunandar (4/1/2009 2:08:04 AM): iih
ToNy Theosunandar (4/1/2009 2:08:07 AM): dak percaya
adagio (4/1/2009 2:08:09 AM): mana tgl merah
ToNy Theosunandar (4/1/2009 2:08:11 AM): iow
adagio (4/1/2009 2:08:16 AM): bsk tgl 1 april
ToNy Theosunandar (4/1/2009 2:08:18 AM): ioww
adagio (4/1/2009 2:08:23 AM): mw hari raya apa?
ToNy Theosunandar (4/1/2009 2:08:37 AM): eeh
ToNy Theosunandar (4/1/2009 2:08:41 AM): liat mako kalendermu
adagio (4/1/2009 2:08:46 AM): nda merah tuh
ToNy Theosunandar (4/1/2009 2:09:04 AM): wew
ToNy Theosunandar (4/1/2009 2:09:10 AM): kalendermu kalender apa itu
adagio (4/1/2009 2:09:22 AM): hari raya aa bsk?
adagio (4/1/2009 2:09:25 AM): bsk hari rabu
adagio (4/1/2009 2:09:27 AM): mana libur?
ToNy Theosunandar (4/1/2009 2:09:32 AM): libur
adagio (4/1/2009 2:10:17 AM): hari raya apa bsk?
ToNy Theosunandar (4/1/2009 2:10:27 AM): wew
ToNy Theosunandar (4/1/2009 2:10:29 AM): sante mako
ToNy Theosunandar (4/1/2009 2:10:30 AM): wakkakka
ToNy Theosunandar (4/1/2009 2:10:35 AM): jgn buru2
ToNy Theosunandar (4/1/2009 2:10:51 AM): liat baik2 bsk hari apa dlo
adagio (4/1/2009 2:11:03 AM): hr rabu
adagio (4/1/2009 2:11:07 AM): bkn buru2
adagio (4/1/2009 2:11:09 AM): slh tekan ka
adagio (4/1/2009 2:11:18 AM): sy nda mw buzz, tp slh tekan
ToNy Theosunandar (4/1/2009 2:11:25 AM): aii
ToNy Theosunandar (4/1/2009 2:11:31 AM): april mop
ToNy Theosunandar (4/1/2009 2:11:35 AM): wakkakaka
adagio (4/1/2009 2:11:37 AM): kurang ajar kw
ToNy Theosunandar (4/1/2009 2:11:38 AM): blajar sana
ToNy Theosunandar (4/1/2009 2:11:41 AM): wakkakakakakakaka
adagio (4/1/2009 2:11:41 AM): mana libur siala
adagio (4/1/2009 2:11:45 AM): swt
adagio (4/1/2009 2:11:47 AM): =.="
ToNy Theosunandar (4/1/2009 2:11:49 AM): namanya april mop
adagio (4/1/2009 2:12:08 AM): mmg lah kw
adagio (4/1/2009 2:12:14 AM): nda bisa bwt org senang jg
adagio (4/1/2009 2:12:15 AM): swt
ToNy Theosunandar (4/1/2009 2:12:21 AM): wew
ToNy Theosunandar (4/1/2009 2:12:26 AM): dak boleh marah2
ToNy Theosunandar (4/1/2009 2:12:29 AM): wkaakkaka
adagio (4/1/2009 2:12:56 AM): swt
adagio (4/1/2009 2:13:02 AM): mentang2 april mop mi
ToNy Theosunandar (4/1/2009 2:13:11 AM): makanya
ToNy Theosunandar (4/1/2009 2:13:16 AM):
adagio (4/1/2009 2:13:17 AM): swt
adagio (4/1/2009 2:13:19 AM): sdh mi
adagio (4/1/2009 2:13:23 AM): jngkl ma sm kw
ToNy Theosunandar (4/1/2009 2:13:49 AM): wew
ToNy Theosunandar (4/1/2009 2:14:00 AM): berhubung ini hari april mop
ToNy Theosunandar (4/1/2009 2:14:07 AM): dak d anggap la
ToNy Theosunandar (4/1/2009 2:14:11 AM): jgn marah2
ToNy Theosunandar (4/1/2009 2:14:12 AM): gg
adagio (4/1/2009 2:14:42 AM): sante mk
adagio (4/1/2009 2:14:44 AM): sy nda mrh ji
adagio (4/1/2009 2:14:46 AM): jk
adagio (4/1/2009 2:20:11 AM): tenang mk, sy nda jarang ji mrh,
adagio (4/1/2009 2:20:13 AM): wkakak
adagio (4/1/2009 2:20:17 AM): tdr maka nah
adagio (4/1/2009 2:20:19 AM): bubyeeeeeeeeeeeeee
ToNy Theosunandar (4/1/2009 2:20:20 AM): ok
adagio (4/1/2009 2:20:21 AM): nitez
ToNy Theosunandar (4/1/2009 2:20:22 AM): daa

what do you think??
so, today I don't wanna believe anyone, because today is APRIL MOP!
everyone can lie to me, to you, and to us.

btw, today my dad is going to bandung, I hope he's alright there, take care dad.
right now, I'm going to study algo, because today is quiz,
see you later, guys

about something.

2009-03-31T11:23:00.006+07:00

OMG!!, i didn't write new post since last week, sory guys..yesterday, I've got email from Ev. Jeffrey, about David's case, and I think he didn't kill his prof,. BUT! His prof killed David, because he wanted to take David's project illegal. That's right. If you want to know the complete story, you can ym with me, and I'll give more.

http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=1604910200&ref=name#/group.php?gid=67772059154&ref=mf

what do you think?? I'm so interested in this case, hehe, I don't know why.

btw, this last two days, I felt so bored, and that's why I didn't write new post last week.
I'm free today, holiday.
tomorrow my dad will coming to jkt, but will go to bandung, I don't know can I meet him, or not.
let us see tomorrow, guys..

Ganbatte ne Step!!

2009-03-24T14:02:00.003+07:00

Actually today, wake up at 9 am, and take a bath. after that, go to the campus, to follow the momod's meeting (forum moderator). and I'm chosen to be english momod. but I think I'm not smart in english, but thank you to give me trust to be that. I'm going church tonight because this saturday I've been pianist in KP1. but before that, I have to study about PPM (Financial Market Introduction) because I have a quiz tomorrow.

And I feel I miss moment, when all of my betties held conference, and shared problems. but maybe all of them are busy, because of test, final test maybe. so I pray for them, so they can do their best.

I'm sick, not sick of love,haha, but I've been hit heavy influenza and cough too, so poor me. I'm so difficult to sleep at night, and trying to breath by mouth, and the day after that my mouth so dry, I'm feel so thirsty. My mom does too. I mean my mom in Makassar were in heavy influenza, same with me. fiuh. God bless me and my mom.

I'm promised with my self to be diligent right now, and don't over appear in front of the laptop, you know what I'm doing. yeah, I wanna change my self, and I'll get good IP this semester, that's my promise. If it doesn't came from my mind, myself, and me, so who wants to change myself? Of course, me me and me. Ganbatte ne step!!

s-u-s-h-i

2009-03-20T09:01:00.005+07:00

yesterday, I ate sushi at Crowne Plaza, near semanggi..with my bro, merlin, and ben (my friend)
It's all you can eat, you have to pay it Rp 128.000++net..heheh, After that, I was so fulled, and can be called buncit..wkwkwkw

with merlin, in the toilet, wkwkw

LOVE sushi (^^,)

together of us, my bro, me, merlin, and ben...

you know lah, this's chawan mushi, wkwkw

and I came back home at 10pm, wow..
wkwkwkwkw, it was fun..
Poke sushi, come to me please...

If I were a Boy,

2009-03-18T22:01:00.003+07:00

I'm inspiration with Beyonce's song, "If I were a Boy". This's the lyrics :

"If I were a boy, even just for a day
I'd roll out of bed in the morning and throw on what I wanted and go
Drink beer with the guys, and chase after girls
I'd kick it with who I wanted and I'd never get confronted for it
Cause they stick up for me

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man
I'd listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he's taken you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

If I were a boy, I would turn off my phone
Tell everyone it's broken so they think that I was sleeping alone
I'd put myself first and make the rules as I go
Cause I know that she'd be faithful, waiting for me to come home
To come home

If I were a boy
I think I could understand, oh-oh-oohh-oh
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man
I'd listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he's taken you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

It's a little too late for you to come back
Say it's just a mistake, think I'd forgive you like that
If you thought I would wait for you
You got it wrong

But you're just a boy
And you don't understand (yea, you don't understand, oh!)
How it feels to love a girl someday
You wish you were a better man
You don't listen to her
You don't care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
Because you've taken her for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

But you're just a boy"

Can you imagine if you were a boy??? You can do the boy's thing..
A big WEW!!.
BOY!!
hehehe, But we have to thankful to God, because He created us in what we are.
then, I'm a girl now, and I have parents, brother, friends, and especially I have my betties, a boyfriend, and BIG FAMILY in Jesus Christ.
I don't regret it, but I'm grateful because of them..
So, If I were a boy, the answer is I would do the boy's thing, everything lah...

this day

2009-03-18T00:47:00.004+07:00

Today, I'm in holiday, that's the true, tuesday and thursday I'm given holidays in one week, almost in this 2nd semester. Today again, I go to TA with my brother, his friend, and merlin. I don't know, why we can have fun, laugh, and talk together. heheh, then for dinner, we eat at Gokana, near timezone. And for today, I've just known, that Harry and I, have family relationship. That's good..that's is true that the world is too small, isn't it?

yummy!

2009-03-15T15:56:00.009+07:00

yesterday and today, my day is fulled by doing nothing. yesterday, I finished study at 1 pm, and after that, i went home to sleep again, and 3.30 pm merlin invited me to eat lunch BAKMI AYAM, the new foodcourt, and then take a bath, and ready to go church alone. At GKY GV, i followed KAPE 1, a.k.a kebhakthian phemuda shathu. and I got something, when i heard the speaker said, if we work, oneday, we work for God's glory, not for the money. then I went home again, then I was online, to chat or skype with Steven, but he was not in his room. then I sent messages to him, that I want to off, and take a rest, but when I sent it, I didn't want to off, until he was at home, then I was so tired of waiting for him, and suddenly I was not in a good mood. He said, he never saw me online in his msn, and because of my messages he went home lately, he thought useless that he went home early. he went to church too, and BBQ with his friends..
continue with today, in all day, I'm online, and he's not online again,.it makes me can't say anything..fiuhhhhhhhhhhhh..but, I'm still wait for him actually..

and I don't do anything, and I have plan to write a new post, and I think I''ll tell you all of you guys, about the meaning of names..(www.thinkbabynames.com)

1. Stephanie. Its meaning is "crown, garland"
2. Carissa. Its meaning is "grace". Because the meaning of Mega, I don't get it...and I call her with me...
3. Siska and Vionna. There aren't meaning of your name..Sory both of you, but you're still my best friend forever and ever..I call siska, with sis, for vionna, sometimes with cici, but can be calles with vee..
4. Jennifer. Its meaning is "fair one". "Jete, have you finished your homework?", yeah, I call her, Jete..
5. Harry. Its meaning is "home ruler". with this guy, I call him "HAR..."
6. Steven. Its meaning is Crown..you know lah, what name if you call your boyfriend???so, I don't tell you anymore..(http://babynamesworld.parentsconnect.com)

but, all of my best friend (LG), sometimes I call them, with one names,
"BEIB"..
(^^,)

today, I'm watching Green Forest My Home at youtube..it's boring activity, yeah..
and eating snacks (with s, it means plural, plulal as kylie said before)

sunday, monday, tuesday, wednesday, enough!

2009-03-11T22:51:00.007+07:00

Monday until tomorrow, no college, yeah. Monday and today my class is off, I'm so happy. In sunday, I went to Cisarua, I followed MINISTRY GATHERING (March 8th-9th 2009) that held by Kape1 GKYGV. I was blessed in two days, how important we serve our God with our holy heart that given God to us.

The place's name is Vylla Myco.

The dining room, the outdoor place, it's fn too

It can be called church, I think.

Inside church, I can't read the chinese's word at the wall (siska siska, help me) ^^

the bedrooms, HAHA,

my roommate ^^

and Monday, we arrived at Jakarta, 5pm, continued Tuesday, I was totally took a rest. and today, I watch Green Forest My Home, steven tells me and give me idea to watch that movie, and so far, I can angry to watch that, but can laugh too. And this afternoon, I go to TA, to watch Confession Of A Shopaholic, it's good, PRADA, GUCCI, YVEST SAINT LAURENT, and the others. They make me want to have it, as mine. HAHAHA. And after watching that, going back to home, and chatting, watching Green Forest again.
And tomorrow, I have to do my homework, have to do that. yeah..

something that make my mind is fulled with questions!

2009-03-07T17:51:00.006+07:00

yeah, I've just read about David Hartanto in his friend's blog, that is the link

http://manusialempung.blogspot.com

and my opinion is Spore and NTU didn't want tell the truth to his family, and public..

and I want to share this in my blog..

"Kejanggalan-kejanggalan yang ada:
1. Munculnya berita bahwa David menyerang Profesor Chan Kap Luk, lalu bunuh diri, padahal tidak ada bekas sayatan di pergelangan tangan seperti yang diberitakan, lalu darimana muncul berita tersebut? Untuk apa dimunculkan berita palsu bahwa David menyayat pergelangan tangannya?

2. Saat keluarga tiba disana senin malam setelah kejadian, keluarga ingin langsung melihat jenazah David, namun dihalangi oleh pihak2 tertentu, dengan alasan sudah peraturan, tentu saja keluarga harus menurut, apalagi saat itu keluarga masih syok. Lalu saat diizinkan melihat kondisi jenazah keesokan harinya, keluarga hanya diizinkan untuk melihat jenazah bagian leher ke atas, sedangkan bagian tubuh yang lain telah ditutupi plastik. Keluarga Hartanto juga telah mengkonfirmasikan ke pihak polisi Singapura, tidak ada luka di bagian pergelangan tangan. Saat itu keluarga Hartanto juga melihat di bagian leher depan (daerah leher dibawah bahu) terdapat banyak plesteran luka.

Pertanyaannya. Untuk apa keluarga Hartanto menunggu 1 hari untuk melihat jenazah keluarga kandung mereka sendiri? Mengapa jenazah harus ditutupi oleh plastik? Apakah benar ada peraturan seperti itu? Atau hanya karangan pihak2 tertentu saja untuk menutupi kenyataan? Darimana asal luka di leher? Mengapa jenazah David terlihat berdarah cukup parah di bagian bokong?

3. Saat keluarga tiba di TKP senin malam, karena tidak diizinkan untuk melihat jenazah, keluarga datang ke NTU untuk melihat TKP, namun saat sampai, polisi tidak menemukan satupun bekas darah ataupun police line. Hebat bukan? Hanya dalam waktu sekitar 7 jam sejak waktu kejadian, TKP telah bersih total, adakah alasan untuk buru2 membersihkan TKP?

4. Lalu keluarga datang melihat kamar David, dan apa yang ditemukan? Ternyata semua peralatan komputer yang ada di kamar David semua MENYALA. Apakah seorang yang mau bunuh diri akan menyalakan semua peralatan komputernya? Bahkan menurut kesaksian seorang teman, account MSN David masih menyala. Apakah hal ini terlihat seperti David mau mengakhiri hidupnya? Bahkan dia masih bermain game online sampai jam 2 pagi di hari kejadian bersama teman yang tadi menjenguk keluarga David.

5. Pada ruangan profesor tertinggal tas David yang biasa dia bawa, dan tebak apa yang dia bawa dalam tasnya? Sebuah handuk dan botol air mineral 1,5 L. (Semua yang mengenal Ming2 pasti tahu, dikelas, sejak SD, Ming2 selalu membawa handuk, bahkan kadang dikalungkan di leher saat berada di kelas, dia juga selalu membawa air minum yang banyak karena mamanya selalu berpesan untuk banyak mengkonsumsi air). Apakah seorang yang mau membunuh, lalu bunuh diri, akan membawa barang seperti itu? Akan jauh lebih mudah untuk membawa sebilah pisau yang besar (lebih besar dari pisau berukuran 10cm yang muncul di TKP, yang entah milik siapa).

6. Keluarga dihalang-halangi saat hendak bertemu dengan Profesor Chan Kap Luk, dengan alasan, saat itu dia sedang di ICU, dan kenyataannya? Hari rabu sang Profesor telah keluar dari rumah sakit. Apakah ada catatan seorang yang menderita luka tusukan parah yang harus masuk ICU, dapat keluar dari rumah sakit dalam tidak sampai 2 hari? Benarkan sang Profesor terluka? Atau hanya membaca koran sambil bersantai di ICU?

7. Saat keluarga ingin bertemu dengan "saksi mata" yang melihat David melompat dari lantai 4, pihak NTU menghalangi dengan alasan hal itu harus dirahasiakan. Oke, kalau begitu, darimana kita tahu kalau benar2 ada orang yang melihat kalau David benar2 melompat, bukannya terjatuh ataupun dijatuhkan orang?

8. Data tentang David dan FYP (Final Year Project) nya telah dihapus dari database NTU. Hanya dalam 2 hari, NTU langsung menghapus data topik FYP yang sedang David kerjakan, adakah alasan khusus dibalik keterburu-buruan pihak NTU untuk menghapus data tersebut? Tidakkah ada rasa ingin mengenang salah satu mahasiswa berprestasinya, alih-alih langsung menghapus data, seakan David tidak pernah kuliah disana?

9. Polisi Singapura menahan Laptop milik David dan akan dikembalikan setelah penyelidikan selesai. Untuk apa?

10. Pisau yang ada di TKP, dilaporkan berasal dari hall 4, itu hasil investigasi? Atau hanya karangan? Seorang teman di NTU berkata bahwa biasanya seorang dosen memiliki pisau kecil di ruangannya yang biasa digunakan untuk memotong buah. Jadi? Itu pisau milik David Hartanto atau Chan Kap Luk?

11. Waktu kejadian adalah sekitar jam 10.45 waktu Singapura hari Senin, apakah tidak terdengar aneh jika hanya sedikit sekali mahasiswa yang ada dan menyaksikan kejadian? Adakah tekanan dari pihak NTU untuk tutup mulut?

12. Senjata yang ditemukan -pisau buah 10cm- ditemukan tanpa gagang, dimanakah gagangnya? Mengapa tidak dilakukan analisa sidik jari? Jelas tidak mungkin menusuk seseorang tanpa menggunakan gagang pisau, jadi entah siapapun yang menusuk siapa, pasti ada gagangnya, namun pemberitaannya belum jelas.

Pemberitaan miring yang disebutkan media pun tidak berdasar, berikut klarifikasinya:

1. David berniat membunuh Profesornya lalu bunuh diri meloncat. Di dalam ruangan tersebut hanya ada David dan Profesor, David telah tiada, dan kesaksian yang bisa didengarkan hanyalah dari Profesor, darimana kita tahu kalau kesaksian tersebut benar? Tanpa bukti2 yang cukup, kesaksian Profesor tersebut tidak bisa dijadikan alasan untuk menyalahkan David.

2. David dikatakan stress karena beasiswanya dicabut, bahkan dia salah sasaran, yaitu mengamuk ke dosen pembimbingnya. Tidakkah hal itu terdengan sangat aneh? David sangat tahu dengan jelas bahwa beasiswanya diberhentikan karena prestasinya menurun, bukan salah Profesor itu. Pihak keluarga telah diberitahu sejak hari pertama diberitahukan bahwa beasiswanya diberhentikan, dan pihak keluarga menerima, dan mampu untuk membayarnya, David juga bersikap biasa2 saja tentang pemberhentian beasiswanya. Bagi yang mengenal dia, tentu tahu bahwa dia orang yang sangat cuek, hal ini juga dapat dilihat dari post edwin.

3. Dikatakan pula, bahwa David depresi karena tidak mampu menyelesaikan FYPnya. Seorang rekan David disana menyatakan bahwa FYP David hampir selesai. Dia tidak pulang ke Indonesia pada akhir semester lalu, karena ingin berkonsentrasi menyelesaikan FYPnya. Bagi yang mengenal David, apalagi kami teman sekolahnya, tentu tahu, David sejak dulu memang ketagihan game, tapi 1 hal, dia selalu mengerjakan tugas dan PRnya dengan baik, tanpa bantuan orang lain apalagi menyalin hasil pekerjaan orang lain. Jadi, jika dikatakan dia menyerang dosen pembimbingnya karena FYPnya tidak selesai, hal itu benar2 tidak masuk diakal.

4. David diberitakan pula menghilang dari pergaulan selama kurang lebih 1 minggu sebelum kejadian, namun keluarga David tahu yang sebenarnya, David sedang berkonsentrasi untuk menyelesaikan FYPnya, jadi pernyataan bahwa David menghilang dari pergaulan karena sedang depresi dan ingin membunuh itu sangat tidak valid, karena saat itu dia banyak chatting dengan kakaknya, bahkan bermain game online bersama temannya di Indonesia. Terlihat seperti orang depresi yang mau membunuh dosennya? Tidak sama sekali!

Saat ini fakta-fakta yang muncul setelah menyingkirkan pemberitaan media adalah:
1. David meninggal jatuh dari lantai 4, tanpa luka sayatan di pergelangan tangan, dan dengan luka di bagian leher, serta bagian bokong berlumuran darah.
2. Sang Profesor keluar dari rumah sakit dalam 2 hari, tanpa kejelasan dan foto apakah dia terluka atau tidak.
3. Pisau tidak jelas berasal darimana, dan ditemukan tanpa gagang.
4. Pihak universitas menutup-nutupi kejadian ini.

Spekulasi dan kemungkinan-kemungkinan:

Apakah benar David menyerang profesor saat dia sedang membungkuk menghadap ke layar komputer? Jika itu benar, maka tidak mungkin saat ini profesor tersebut telah pulang ke rumahnya dalam 2 hari sejak kejadian.

Apakah sang profesor tersebut yang justru menyerang David?
Tidak tahu, namun jika ya, apa motifnya?

Saat ini santer beredar di Singapura kabar bahwa sang Profesor ingin merebut FYP milik David. Hal ini didukung oleh kesaksian teman David yang mengatakan FYP David hampir selesai. Apakah mungkin seorang dosen dan Profesor dari universitas terkemuka di negara maju mau merebut FYP milik mahasiswanya sendiri? Apakah ini motif sesungguhnya? Kita tidak tahu!

Another Speculation, Logical Thinking, Opinion and Facts! Please share Your Logic! - Another Post For David Hartanto Widjaja

This is a good forum. This forum gives us a good opportunity to speak and to share our views. Should we just keep silent and let the works done by the police or should we speak? Two heads are always better than one head! Whatever logic that pop up in our mind if we don't speak, nobody can know. When you speak, people can think and see your logic. Some may think it is a speculation, but others may not think in that way. When we speak, I believe we can also help this society to see things with different perspective which in the end can also help media or police or whoever it is to have a better idea.

The event didn't occur in the open space but it happened inside the room. The problem doesn't become a simply black and white, instead it becomes gray. Many things can possibly happen inside. It is interesting to see your logic in this gray area. It is not done for the sake of intellectual arguments, but for the sake to bring the justice to this society. It is also not to say who is right or wrong. It is still too early, I believe, to come to that conclusion. What we can do so far, probably is too share in the meantime.

According to the media, David snapped his supervisor, slit his wist, runned away to the lower floor, sitted on the roof and then jumped down. Initially, it sounds so true. However, something is probably not right.

According to the latest news from his close friends and family, there is no sign that his wrist was wounded. It is not his wrist which was wounded, but his neck was wounded. Did his neck wound before or after his dead? This is still unknown.

Did he jump down after sitting at the roof or did he fall down from the roof? This is also not clear. At that NTU's roof, there is no protection. If we assume he was injured from his neck, probably he lost his conscious, got dizzy, and fall down. Some normal people even if they are not injured can get dizzy with high, not so say when we are injured. I do not know the correct answer. If he fall down rather than jumped down, it may be a good sign that he did not have any attentions to kill himself!

Is he a person that hide all his problems inside himself? According to the news, one time he spoke with another professor when he wrongly assumed the responsibility given by that professor. He was also very active in the online Math Olimpiade forum under philosophy to discuss about God. It seems like he is a person that will speak when he has a problem. It doesn't seem that he is person that like to hide his problems.

Is he a loner? Previously, he was a president of electronic sports of NTU. How can a loner become a president who is supposed to be active in campus? To be able to stay in NTU campus, we also have to be very active because we need to accumulate points. Otherwise, we have to stay outside.

Is it true that the motive behind the attact is because of his terminated scholarship? The scholarship was terminated due to his previous semester performance. At the beginning of this semester, whatever he did, it will not affect because the scholarship has been terminated. So, whatever the professor did, logically the professor can't affect his scholarship anymore. This is last semester, there is also no point again to get scholarship for the next semester. So, what is the relationship between termination of scholarship with the attack? I really can't see the connection. Some said he attacked a wrong person because he think this professor was the one who terminated his scholarship. This is also not logic. He already have this scholarship for at least 3 years, so he know clearly who is the one to give the scholarship which should be MOE in this case. It is difficult to believe if he is so dumb to see this thing.

Is it true that because he has a problem with his final year project (FYP), he attacked his professor? It doesn't seem right. The FYP was still in the making progress. The are still plenty of time to do something for his FYP. That day is not a submission day. He also can't know the end result yet.

Is there something outside academic that has triggered this incident? Why not? Currently, only the professor knows.

It is very unfortunate that up to now, we still can't get enough information from the professor.

in fact, there are still many things that sound strange in the media report. Probably, our shares can give some light to this mystery. So, please do speak!

The Fact About David Hartanto's Incident (?)

edwin2026:
I am one of David Hartanto's close friend and I am here to give you
some facts, assumptions, possibilities about this case

Facts:

1. Lok Tat Seng: Dean of Student of NTU gathered all Indonesian students in
International Student Center on evening after incident and
he just said there was witness on the spot who saw David's body lying on the ground,
dead. Dean did not said that witness saw David jumped from balcony.
And that is, according to him, all he has saw.

2. The only official statement from police is: David was found dead at
the crime scene, they did not mention whether he commited suicide.

The link: http://www.straitstimes.com/STI/STIM...20at%20NTU.pdf

They also just mention 'The professor was believed to be stabbed'. The police
did not say that 'the professor was stabbed'. Where this assumption come from? Why
they did not say about it?

3. I and some Indonesian students gather tonight, 3 March 2009, at 8 pm,
at International Student Center and talked to David's parent.
They have seen his body. There was NO WOUND whatsoever on his wrists
and police also has confirmed it.
I assumed that his parent would not lie it means that all media news about
'David slashed his wrist' was FAKE.

4. The wounds found on David's body, according to his parents,
were on his head (It is assumed due to fall injury),
and slash wound on his neck. The wound on his neck is very suspicious, in
my opinion. How he received that wound?? Again, according to his parent,
police guessed that it may be happened when the bottom part of his head smashed
the ground. In that case, his chin will have broken and it did not.
My question is: WHERE DOES THAT SLASH WOUND ON HIS NECK CAME FROM?

Assumptions:
1. David stabbed professor. How did you know? The crime scene is closed room,
only David and that professor. No one see what has happened.
Eye-witness only saw David run out from that room.

2. David commited suicide. How could someone who commited suicide drop himself
into glassed roof, instead of directly drop himself to ground.

3. David slashed his wrist. I do not know where this news came from...

4. David's motivation.

4.1. He pissed off since his prof did not give satisfactory grade

The grade has not been released and he even has not submitted the report.
It is also NTu policy not to inform the student about the grade which they got
before release of the result.

4.2. He has mental problem

No record in Student Counselling Centre about his attendance. For bright student
as him, I did not believe that he did not attend counseling if he has some
problems. Also, he still brought bag with usual daily stuff, on incident day,
such as drink bottle, towel, etc. If David planned to kill someone why would
he prepare to bring such things. It is easier for him to just bring one knife
and stab his prof on spot.

4.3. He pissed off because his scholarship has been revoked

I knew David since I was his roommate for 2 consecutive
years during Mathematical Olympiad training camp. He almost did not
qualify for IMO, only managed to get at 14th rank from 15 people selected.
He still joked and laughed to me at that time. He also did not get anything
from IMO and still fine, not seemed depressed whatsoever, and according to his
parents, he said 'At least, I managed to represent Indonesia at IMO'
He also still play Hammerfall game in Facebook at 2 am on the incident day. My friend
saw his Facebook account online. How come
a murderer played game in the night before incident? If I was him,
I will seriously think how would I prepare myself tomorrow

Possibilities:
1. Professor attacked David. I deduced this thing for several key points.
According to many reports, David's cloth was soaked on blood. If the blood is
the result from slashing his wrist, it should not soak his cloth since wrist is
far from body. If the wound is from neck, it is easier.

2. David tried to run from Professor. After he realized that he was attacked,
he resisted and run from that room, with wound on his neck.

3. David falled because of unconsciousness. He became panic and probably lose
his common sense because of terrible bleeding, drop himself down into glassed roof
to escape from his Professor."

I'm just copying from that link without change anything, can you think logic, about David Hartanto's dead????

nothing SPECIAL i told you!!!!!

2009-03-07T02:39:00.008+07:00

oday, there is'nt nothing special, yeah, the same with the main topic..
I'm just looking with the video that appeared at awing's satus in fb, there's a man with two sounds..his name is Nick Pitera, he has sung many songs, and I shocked when I heard his sound..if you want to see him, you can searh at youtube with keyword Nick Pitera(because I don't know how to download this link into my laptop), and you want to say "sancu" to me...

don't you think Nick Pitera is resemble with Hieronimus Eka Saputra Solo???

that's for today...(this post must be posted yesterday, but it was error last night)
see yah..

tears and joy..

2009-03-02T20:17:00.014+07:00

yesterday is ewel's birthday, and study famz made a surprise for him..that's my joy....

"Happy Birthday" yah wel...
wish you all the best...

our surprise made him, couldn't say anything,,,

yeah, he said :

"kmrn ngerasa nya dunia dah mauk ancur

tapi sekarang kalian bikin aku semangat

haha

bener2 dah kalian

sa gk bisa kasi komen apa2"

but, there's is my sadness, and it can makes me cry..and that's about mucis, after finishing high school, i planned to take music, but the condition made me coulldn't take that..the condition is you have to finish 8th grd of royal test..OMG..i'd finished 3rd grd in that. and I've just taken 4th grd when I finished my high school. so sad, yeah BIG SAD...

and in my life, I've just followed the concert three times, 1st time at Maestoso's concert, the theme was Musicages, 2nd times at Staccato's concert, INDONESIA YOUNG MUSICIAN PERFORMANCE, and i found someone, a little girl called Jesslyn Julia Gunawan, she's so funny, and sometimes she's so shy, and she's so smart, diligent, she'd taken violin and piano, she made me speechless..and the last but not the least, at Bali, when i got high score (3rd grd),,it was distintion, 137..thx God, it's amazing..

but now, I've never exercise my finger again, my hand is so rigid...and exactly yesterday Maestoso held concert again, I was so sad, fiuh, I hold out my tears, I know, I wasn't Maestoso's student anymore, and I know I can't follow that, but my feeling, I wanna participate of it..thx for my mom, she always support me every time, when i feel sad, like this time.I've already cried in my bed, and I feel better now...

thank you God, you make my life so wonderful...

shock bercampur HAHAHAHA...

2009-02-26T00:51:00.002+07:00

wew, ni hari kuliah algoritma, dgn pengantar pasar modal,d pkr2 2-2nya bgs tuh, judulnya keren2,
dan saat d hadapi, algo sih enak...sngt enak pula...

BEH, pas pasar modal, dosennya, bwt sa SPEECHLESS mi,,,br pertemuan 1, sdh byk tgs, dan d srh bwt paper, OMG,,,,blm kiamat bu...

dosennya sdh kecil, kurus, tp suaranya kdg kecil, dan kdg besar, hingga yg tertidur pun bisa terbgn lagi....

dan dy ngajar, memberi pertanyaan lisan, kita hrs menjawabnya dgn S-P-O-K...
blm lagi nda blh singkatan2,,,,

pertama2, msk kelas, bknnya memperkenalkan diri, mlh srh tls detail suatu tgs,,,PERTAMA MASUK NIH, LSG ADA TGS...

MS. UNKNOWN...
tuh shocknya,,,,

tp HAHAHAHAnya, coz wk's blog,,,OMG...it's nice...

"hari ini adalah hari selasa, katanya orang bule sih today is tuesday. setelah semalam tdk tidur karena kebanyakan memotong kayu, maka pagi ini sayapun ke skolah dengan wajah sperti tukang kayu. kelas sy d mulai pada pukul 8.15 dan sy berangkat ke skolah pada pukul 8.30, dengan tampang seperti panda cina krn tdk tidur semalam maka saya pun berangkat ke skolah. krn berhubung sy pergi ke skolah agak cepat, maka saya menggunakan taxi agar dapat tiba d skolah agak lama."

OMG, itu mah sdh telat, mknya naek taxi, hbt nih wk, smkn pintar sj menulis suatu hiperbola.....

"siangnya, sy pun pergi ke sebuah restauran utk makan siang yg katanya orang bule sih having lunch. di restauran itu saya bertemu dgn kawan2 sy yg berwarna ungu, hijau, kuning dan merah lalu kami pun berpelukaann(ini ketemu teman ato ketemu teletubies??). "

BEH, ktm btlan, ato tmn planet mu wk????

btl kata mu wk, bisa ketawa semalaman, sampe bwt tetangga bgn,,,wkakaka

"setelah selesai makan siang d restauran tersebut, kami semua berencana pergi ke starbucks utk mengadakan acara kemah dan pesta api unggun."

d starbuck ada t4 bgt k???wkakkakak
kw nya mlh yg d usir wk,,,

"lama berbincang2 di starbucks kamipun merasa bosan. saking bosannya, minuman yg td sy beli terpaksa sy telan pipetnya dan saya pun harus d larikan ke rumah sakit utk menjalani operasi plastik di tangan."

loh???loh???

@.@

bukannya mulut yg d operasi krn menelan pipet????HAHAHAHA

KRN SDH MLM MI,SA SDH RS NGANTUK, DAN NDA THN MENATAP BLOGNYA WK....
SANGKING BGSNYA MI,,,

to be continued

fiuh, finally, I'm back guys..

2009-02-24T10:40:00.006+07:00

finally, i can online, and I open my fb, and i upload new photos, when i was in holiday....

1st in Bali, i went to the place, that it had been exploded, and near with Kuta. but it's far, if you were looking for that place by walking..but it was nice, to be there, at that time...

this photos, taken with all of its part..

i like this photos, because its art so nice,

can you see all of its names???hehe, it's BIG NOPE...

yeah, those people from Australia, New Zealand, Dutch, Denmark, England, Italy, Germany,

Portuguese, Poland, Sweden, Switzerland, Greece, US, Brazil, Ecuador, Canada, South African, Japan, Taiwan, Korea, and the last is Indonesia.

and there are some photo again, and these photos are taken in front of Kuta Beach..

i dunno what the meaning of this statue..

and this tree is so heavy, i think...

it's so horrified, isn't it???

I was in Bali, at February 11th until 15th, it can't be said by words, it's nice, and I didn't go waterboom, (sayang sekali)...hehehe

then, Feb 15th, I came to my hometown, yeah it's Makassar, and not forget, I went out with some of my friends, there were siska, jennifer thomasyadi, rendy prayogo, and pratiwi.

yeah, where it is?

with jete, and siska...

together, we ride picnic bus, with chibi maruko chan...

and, now I'm in Jakarta again, to start new semester, yeah exactly, 2nd semester, i hope, i'll get my new spirit, pray foe me guys...

btw, I miss steven so much,,,and mega, also vee, that I've never met them in this recently holiday,,,
you know i love you so much...

Bali + Makassar = HOLIDAY

2009-02-11T07:16:00.006+07:00

this morning I'm so hungry, hiks hiks...

T_____________________________________________________T

yeah, but today I'll be in Bali at 2 pm, this is holiday, I'm' so happy, even though I haven't been in Makassar yet. but don't worry at Feb 15th, I''ll come to visit Makassar, and I wanna meet all my friend, if they're still in Makassar..

and I'm sorry too, becoz, in Bali and Makassar I can't write a new post, be patient please..wait for me at Feb 22nd...

ganbatte ne!!

I'll miss my parents, my best friends (jete, mega, siska, cici, tiwi), mine (steven ongsoredjo), and my brother of course lah...

=the end=

sunday morning..

2009-02-08T11:02:00.004+07:00

finally, i had finished my six subject for my final test in this week. you know it's so hard to do that, there's one subject, I will finish it at Monday, exactly, it is tomorrow, and I haven't studied it yet..and now, I'm sick, all of part of my body, so sick..hehe, it's a sick, isn't it??

btw, today is EKA's birthday, one of m y friend in high school, and now he is in LA..so far, ka..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, ka...wish you all the best yah..

I'm so missing my parents, I want to take a univ in mks, but my parents not permit me, to do that. yeah, and I have to prove that I'll do my best in binus, yeha ganbatte step.

now, I have to study PTI, the one that I never understand the lesson, when the lecturer thaught us, he always tell about apple, and iphone, and you know i called him mr.promotion.

hmm, this is sunday, so, happy sunday my friends..

tired of facing the final exam.

2009-02-02T19:05:00.003+07:00

yeah, it's true, its so tired to face the final exam this week.
so, after this week, it'll be a nice holiday, for me.i'll go to bali, with my parents.
and im so afraid if i dont see siska, in mks.
becoz, ill go to mks, at feb 15th, and siska will come back to ausy at feb 16th.

so, i'll finish the exam then think about how to see her soon.
thx.

SENANG ITU BIASA TP SUSAH ITU LUAR BIASA

2009-01-29T07:18:00.002+07:00

so long, I've never written new post, and then thanks God, I've been given the time to write it, whenever today is my 1st day to face the exam,yeah the final exam. and it's English. i dunno it's easy or hard, let's see later.

br2 ini, xin jia, menurutku yg plg nda enak, krn sa nda bersama keluarga tercinta d mks, sa cm berada d rmh sodara, dan mmg sih setidaknya lbh bae, drpd d kos sndiri, mending d gading deh, (d rmh sodara), tp tentunya lbh enak bgt loh, kl d mks, bersama ortu, ktm sanak sodara dr papa dan mama. dan hmpr sebagian tmn ku ada plg k mks.yg sdh lewat, biarkan sj lewat, drpd d ingat2 trs, bkn ggrr jg org.

my sister, siska, sdh plg dr ausy, wait for me, beib, we'll meet each other, tp cici sm jete sdh plg mi k surabaya, kampus jg nda bisa libur bersamaan k?ni binus plg lm mi dy punya uts, sm uas, kl bisa d blg plg terakhir, tp plg lm msk. swt!!

back to final test's topic, sa uas tgl 29 januari, tgl 2,3,5,6,7,9 Februari, dan bsknya lsg cabut.enaknya kl berada d mks.cpt2 lah tgl 9, tp mana lagi tgs sebagai divisi pubdok, mw bwt design tiket, mana sa nda tw aplikasi adobe, beh, it's so hard i think. but don't worry step ada dede' yg bntu ko.

uas yg semangat step. ganbatte ne!!

SENANG ITU BIASA TP SUSAH ITU LUAR BIASA

Baksos HIMSISFO..

2009-01-18T19:54:00.004+07:00

wow, ini hari mau d bilang senang jg, senang bngt, mw d blg susah, susah bngt, mw d blg jg capek, jg capek bngt.yah itulah yg bisa sa katakan perasaan ku.ini hari tepatnya tanggal 18 Januari 2009 baksos HIMSISFO, berjalan lancar, dr jam 11 sampe jam 5, plus tmbh evaluasi, sampe jam setengah 8 tiba d kos,dan sa skype dl dgn penyek, dan sa mandi dan cuci rambut, membersihkan diri. dan sa meras sngt segar untuk menulis new post.

well, i think, ill tell you about today. ini hari sa bgn jam setengah 7 lewat, dan sa mandi krn jam 7 kmpl d kampus untuk briefing baksos ini hari. kemudaian, jam 10 lwt brp sa pun tak tahu, pdahal sa memakai jam,(haha), sampe d SANGGAR STREET MINISTRY jam 10 lwt jg, krn dkt bngt dr kampus, dan kita mempersiapkan segala sesuatu, dan kbtlan sa termasuk divisi acara dan PIC untuk kelompok 2 (kelas 4-6). oh yah, sanggar street ministry itu sebuah sanggar yang nda tll besar, krn msk gang, dan tema baksos kali ini adalah STUPA, (Study, Playing & Happiness), di mana baksos kali ini pula, kita ingin berbagi dengan anak jalanan. oh yah, sa jg mendapat PIN sebagai panitia.

bgs kan?(bknnya sombong, tp sa mrs interesting dgn gbr bukunya, dan tulisan stupanya. itu PIN pertama sbg panitia, dan sa bangga akan hal itu.yah lnjt lagi, jam 11 sdh d mulai acaranya, dgn MC (david dan angel), kemudian pelajaran menggambar, dan ada yg gbr roket (mgkn anak itu ingin menjadi astronot), trs tupai yg sngt exciting lah pkknya, dan ada lagi tp yah spt biasa penyakit sy suka kambuh, LUPA! kemudian Ade menjelaskan ttg mindsetnya (ttg lomba lari antara kelinci dgn kura2) d mn mindset mengubah cr pkr anak jalanan tsb, yg dlnya mereka ingin menjadi seorang tukang becak, sopir bajaj, dsb, krn profesi ortu mrk, dan skrng menjadi profesi yg bisa membuat mrk menjadi org sukses d masa depan. kemudian origami mebuat LOVE (PKnya Budi), dr kertas melipat, sehrusnya ada burung jg, tp krn ketidakcukupan atas wktu, mknya nda jdi mi burung nya. dan dilnjtkan dgn mkn siang, d mn mrk sngt antusias untuk mkn, krn sangking laparnya mi itu,haha. kemudian kelas belajar (speaking, game "word", dan singing), sperti nya mrk sngt antusias, wkt singing "Twinkle-twinkle Little Star" (PKnya Mudita), mrk senang bngt, trs pas game, mrk asyik bermain dgn PKnya Vional dan David, dan tak lupa belajar bhs inggris (PKnya Erlia dan Lusi), yg belajar bgmn crnya menyapa org yg tidak kita kenali d jalan. yeah, i think this is so fun. mrk ketawa, bertanya sangking hiperaktifnya. dan terakhir handmade, membuat bingkai foto dr stik eskrim, ini nih, yang membuat sa senang jg, krn mereka serius bngt kerjanya dgn para PK.

dan akhirnya mrk pulang kmbl k rmh mrk masing2. dlm hati sa berpkr, enak yah baksos bersama anak jalanan, spt nya mrk bth perhatian, dan sa jg mw berbagi, mw skl kdg. kemudian brng2 d bereskan, kmbl k kampus, untuk evaluasi. smw yg d atas sa bcrkan dalam evaluasi baksos td. dan spt biasa mrk ketawa, krn logat ku msh kentalnya, logat mks, haha.

dan evaluasi, sa mendapat sesuatu yg menegur sy scr tdk lsg, Ade blg, senang itu biasa, tp susah itu luar biasa. sejenak sa berpkr kok, bisa? nda msk akal dong?yah senang itu luar biasa, susah itu nda biasa. dan d tmbhkan jingga menjelaskan ttg perkataan Ade. Senang itu biasa, susah itu luar biasa karena membuat kita menjadi orang luar biasa. dan hal itu membuat sa berpkr, wow ini hal yg luar biasa, sa seringkali belajar, dan sa blg, edd susahnya k ini pelajaran, kdg sa nda sentuh mi lagi itu pelajaran, kdg sa blg knp bgn ssh ini bhn pelajaran k. perkataan Ade td dan penjelasan jingga, mebuat sa hrs mengoreksi diri sendiri, kl mw jadi org sukses, hrs belajar dr kesusahan tp walopun nantinya kita gagal, tp kita hrs bangkit. GAGAL, BANGKIT LAGI, GAGAL DAN BANGKIT LAGI. sa hrs belajar kesusahan dan kegagalan ku sendiri. wkt sa konser piano jg, i made mistakes, saat itu jg sa tkt skl mi kl guru ku mrh mi, tp wkt selesai konser, dy nda mrh sedikit pun, mlh cengar cengir, dan berkata, sa tw td kw buat slh, it's ok. (lagu claudine itu sa maen, dan krn itu mi sa ks nama blogku claudine). akhirnya sa belajar dr kesalahan ku, tp saat skrng, sa msh blm dpt kesempatan untuk bermaen konser lagi.

anyway, balik k baksos lagi, stlh evaluasi, d bagiin PIN bwt aktifis baru, PIN ini bisa kita dpt, stlh 3 bln menjadi aktifis.

dan akhirnya sa kmbl k kos, dan berlanjt k crt yg ada plng atas. terima kasih, i've got new experiance..

post segala senang dan duka, two in one..

2009-01-15T17:02:00.007+07:00

wkaka, sejenak membaca blog dr harry, siska, cici, sejenak pula sa berpkr, how clever they are, they wrote blog, by using english,,OMG,,,and me???using INDONESI,,TANAH AIRKU,,,TANAH TUMPAH DARAHKU..Im not clever like them,,but i know, everybody has their plus and minus..their goods and bads..so, well, for harry and siska, if your INDONESIA, so bads, let me teach you, how to use INDONESIA very well..ok?
so, trying to say, INI MAMA TIWI..can you to say that??or, you say, INI MAMA BUDI??(you know lah, spt anak kelas 1 SD, study for the first time dgn mengucapkan INI MAMA BUDI, tp skrng ini berbeda, because of TIWI, as our big MAMA,,) ok?

OMG,,how wicked i am?im sorry tiwi,im so missing you rite now, so im making this funny things to say how miss you,,i miss your voice, saying "kucing", i miss your hit on my thigh, and your pinch at my cheek..i miss your hug, spt memeluk bantal yg sngt besar..walopun, kw tak PD untuk melakukan sesuatu (yg pastinya, sa nda akan blg d blog ku), but you're the only one whom I've ever met so patient..that's why i say, everybody has their plus and minus..their goods and bads,

and i miss my LG, siska, mega, jete, and cici..walopun cm siska mi yg plg jauh dr sy, jete dan cici yg plg dkt dr sy, dan mega yang agak sedikit jauh,tp kan yg namanya juga manusia, mempunyai rs rindu, gmn seh???
wkt sma kelas 1, semester 2, ini mi yg namanya sebuah perkumpulan, d mn terkumpul smw LG..d sini mi jg, (keluar mi logat mksnya) kita tmbh akrab satu sm laen..tp wkt kelas 2 (ggrr) terpisahmi, sa, mega, jete satu kelas, sdngkan cici dgn siska satu kelas,,but it's ok, we find new friend..yuki, merlin, kylie, tiwi (off course lah, tak terlupakan), mochan, dan msh byk lainnya..kita jg menemukan 2 org sosok guru, yg sngt lah,,Mr. Daniel and Mr. Robert, msh ada guru k yg spt mrk??sygnya mrk sdh keluar dr sma dian harapan,,satu kali ji pnh sa tertidur d kelasny mr robert, krn skt,,dan itu pun, mr robert ingat,,duh bwt sa malu sj (soalnya sa nda mw k uks, tktnya nda ada yg ks bgn, mlh tertidur trs) kelas 3 jg bgt,,jete sekelas dgn cici, tapiiii sa, mega, sekelas dgn siska,,(tp jgn slh dong, walopun beda kelas, keep in touch pastinya, k kantin sll rame2. k WC (mal nya LG every morning) rame2, tp wkt mendekat dgn graduate
ms sma tak akan pnh terlupakan..our friendship will never die, that's right??
semoga apa yg sdh kita jalin, since high school, we always keep everything in sadness and happyness..

and unforgettable, mine,,you know lah,,steven ongsoredjo, i miss him so much rite now, sdh nda sabar tgg juli, tp wkt bgt lama, (ggrr).. i know, he's in spore, im in jkt, can it be called, LDR or long distance relationship??sll berhubungan lwt sms, dan jarang skype (kl sa nda sibuk dgn tgs2 yg smkn byk akhir2 ini)..i wanna ask you, who already has a boyfriend or girlfriend, or who is listed as in a relationship, what are you doing if you miss him/her??do you the solution for me, coz i really wanna meet him..pleas tell me..

and the most important for me, my parents, dad and mom in makassar city la yah..actually, im homesick..but it's ok, i'll go home in february, blm pasti tglnya,i cant wait anymore..hbs uas, lsg cabut..

sampe sini sj la yah, soalnya byk tgs nih,,ok??sip2..

waittttttt....wanna say, ganbatte ne..
Gbu always, ^^

do you know about your temperamen???

2009-01-11T18:57:00.003+07:00

my temperamen is sanguin....

Karaktermu SANGUINIS

Anda berbakat di bidang entertainment (hiburan), karena anda populer dimana mana. Mudah sekali dalam bergaul dimana pun anda berada karena anda disukai oleh banyak orang. Anda berenergi tinggi dan membuat setiap suasana pesta menjadi menyala nyala. hip hip ... hureeey !! Dunia menjadi menyenangkan karena anda!! Sayangnya, karena anda begitu gesit kemana mana, anda jadi suka melupakan banyak hal. Terutama hal detail seperti markir mobil, kunci motor hilang, janji temu teman, kacamata baca, dan lain lain. Anda tidak betah diam dan berpikir akan sesuatu yang terlalu dalam. Kesukaan pesta dan kekanak kanakan membuat perencanaan adalah suatu mata pelajaran yang membosankan. emosi yang cepat naik dan turun, membuat ia kadang mudah terbawa emosi sekitarnya. Di acara apapun kalau sekitarnya sedih, dia mudah menangis, kalau sekitarnya bahagia, dia mudah tertawa.. dan itu bisa terjadi secara sangat cepat. hal hal yang perlu terus diatasi setiap hari adalah: 1. Perbanyaklah sebagai pendengar. Anda akan kehilangan banyak kesempatan bila hanya diri anda yang bercerita, terutama kesempatan untuk memperbaiki diri. 2. Fokuslah terhadap tujuan akhir, ingatkanlah diri secara lebih konsisten. Prioritaskanlah kegiatan anda. Anda tidak bisa melakukan hal hal yang disenangi saja dan mencapainya begitu saja.

it's about me, how about you???

btw, by this post, i wanna say

"Happy Birthday, beib"

one of my bestest friends, is happy birthday today,,,and she is in Surabaya (suroboyo) for studying in university,,,she is the same with me, so childish but, she so smart, better than me,,,if she had a problem, she would tell her mother, or us as her bestest friends..i know about her because we became close-friend in high school, exactly 2nd grade,,,whenever we became angry each other, there was a way to say sorry, by writting a letter,,,,i miss her so much,,,i'wll pray for her best in her life..

about today, me, and mine....

2009-01-05T19:24:00.002+07:00

akhirnya setelah sekian lama, tak memposting yg baru.wkakak.hari ini sa btl2 merasakan kesepian stelah kmbl k kos yg tercinta, yg menurutku sngt membosankan.kl bkn duduk d dpn komputer, duduk d t4 tdr.that's all.kl d mks, ada mi baring2 d kasur d ruang ntn, ganggu papa mama ku, tdr d kmrnya papaku, jalan2 sm tmn2, semuanya serba enak d mks.sa jngkl knp hrs kmbl k jkt, yg membuat sa feeling lonely?why?kmrn d rmh sj, sa tak kuasa memeluk papaku, bhkan meliat muka nya dgn tetesan air mata, sa cm, blg "Dah pa", smbl melangkahkan kaki keluar dr rmh, i hate it.rasanya tak sanggup untuk berpisah, tp apa daya, hal itu yg hrs kulakukan.d bndr jg sa cm dgr lagu dr hp, smbl menunggu wkt keberangkatan, tp tw2nya d delay.jam 9 br pesawat dtng, jam 9 lwt br berangkat, pdahal sa menginginkan d delay sj sampe bsk.jam 11 lwt br sampe d jkt, trs hmpr jam 1 br sampe kos.ls cuci muka, dan tdr, dgn memakai baju yg dr airport, dan jaket.ini hari belajar kelompok, untuk kuis akun bsk, OMG! smg sa bisa.AMIN!tp diri ku lbh tertarik untuk membaca twilight (twailait), yg d belikan sm penyek, d spore.wkaka.that's all that i can share with you, see you again, beib.

4 hal yg terpenting dlm natal....

2008-12-21T09:14:00.004+07:00

kmrn tepatnya natalnya KP1 green ville,, bertemakan While We Wait,,ko jee menitik beratkan atas 4 hal yg hrs kita miliki dalam menyambut natal, bkn hanya sj dlm menyambut natal, dalam kehidupan kita sehari-hari,,, 4 hal itu adalah kasih, sukacita, damai dan pengharapan...
entah knp natal kali ini, sa pingin kumpul dgn keluarga,,,pkknya family is the first one that i wanna be together in this Christmas time,,, biarlah 4 hal itu bisa ada dlm natal kalian jg,,,

so, let me say...

MERRY CHRISTMAS

December, 25th 2008

and

HAPPY NEW YEAR
January, 1st 2009

Christmas Is a Time for Love and Fun

by Nicholas Gordon

Christmas is a time for love and fun,
A time to reshape souls and roots and skies,
A time to give your heart to everyone
Freely, like a rich and lavish sun,
Like a burning star to those whose lonely sighs
Show need of such a time for love and fun.

For children first, whose pain is never done,
Whose bright white fire of anguish never dies,
It's time to give your heart to every one,

That not one angel fall, to hatred won
For lack of ears to listen to her cries,
Or arms to carry him towards love and fun,

Or friends to care what happens on the run
To adult life, where joy or sadness lies.
It's time to give your heart to everyone,

For God loves all, and turns His back on none,
Good or twisted, ignorant or wise.
Christmas is a time for love and fun,
A time to give your heart to everyone.

be grateful, stephanie.....

2008-12-18T23:20:00.003+07:00

Tuhan mw kita bersyukur untuk setiap hari yang telah dy beri bwt kita,,,sa berusaha untuk bersyukur, tp kdg bersyukur, kdg mlh mengeluh,,,maafkan saya, Tuhan..

ini hari, jam 4 subuh br sa tdr, gr2 ngerjain tgs tekom, resume, dr pertemuan 1 sampe 14,,jam 6 sdh bgn dgn alarm, tp sa pkr, sa tdr sj sebentar lagi, pasti bgn jam 6 lwt sdkt ji,,,dan, ternyata, akhirnya,,,Merlin yang bengunin sy, dgn menelpon ku untuk pergi k kmpus bareng, dan itu sdh jam 7 lewat,,,oh my gosh,,,,alhasil, ku cpt2 ae bergerak, walopun, msh ngantuk berat...br sa persilahkan k merlin untuk k kos dl-an, krn sa mw k kosnya erlin sm2 dy ngeprint tgs tekom ini...dan stlh ngeprint, k kmpus, dan ternyata dosennya nda msk, dan alhasil jdlah KP...swt,,,,

kemudian sa kmbl k kos, untuk bersante sejenak, dan merapikan kondisi badan,,,sa sgnt bersyukur, sa msh bisa kmbl k kos,,,wkaka....jam 9 lwt, kmbl k kmpus,,,d kelas, sambil tgg dosen dtng, narsis mode *on*...wkakak
tiba2, dtng cleaning service, tempel kertas d pintu kelas,,,DOSEN BERHALANGAN HADIR,,,gggrrrrrrr bngt deh,,,

OMG, ini dosen 2-2nya janjian nge-date apa????ato apa gitu,,,,????knp bersamaan nda msk, ngajar kami???BIG WHY???sa bela2in ngerja tgs sampe jam 4 subuh,,,,dan ternyata bgn,,,
SWT!!!!!!!!!!!!!
sampe si jo, blg, ini dosen tekom lagi rapat sm SBY,,,HAHAHA

msh bisa bersyukur kah diriku untuk ini hari????
"Mengucap syukurlah dalam segala hal, seba itulah yang dikehendaki Allah di dalam Kristus Yesus bagi kamu".....(1 Tesalonika 5 : 18)
maafkan sy Tuhan, sa berusaha untuk bersyukur setiap hari,,,,
terima kasih Tuhan,,,,telah mengingatkan ku,,,penting nya bersyukur...

bersyukur step,,,,

about yesterday and today,,,,, about you and me...

2008-12-16T23:39:00.003+07:00

today is VIONNA's birthday, one of my best friends,,,,
happy birthday beib,,,wish you all the best ^^
umur mu sdh sejajar dgn anggota x-LG yg laen,,,,wkaka,,,

ini hari sa sdh plg dr gading,,,d kejutkan dgn merlin skt, skt gangguan pencernaan, sa shock wkt dgr kbr dr vional, segera ku datangi kmrnya, scpt mgkn,,,,dan kubelikan dy bubur,,,,untugnya dy sdh baekan ini hari, walopun dy tak msk kuliah,l,,btw, entah knp sa rs sulit bngt tinggalin itu, gading,,,bkn rumah nya yg ku massu, tp papa ku yg sa sulit tglin,,,,ini hari ada wkt untuk k gading, cm sa terasa ada 2 pilihan, pilihan pertama ada latihan PARAMABIRA, pilihan k 2, k gading, dan tdk ikut latihan bibir,,,OMG,,,,udah lama ku tak latihan bibir, sdh absen brp kali sy,,,,tak apalah, untuk menghibur diri sendiri, hari mgg sa akan ktm papa ku lagi,,,,seharusnya ku kuliah d mks sj, spy bisa ktm papa ku tiap hari, hiks hiks,,,,cpt lah dtng hr mgg,,,i need you, come to me, i'll welcome with you,,,,,

btw, ini hari ku tak sengaja miscol briz, dan sempat texting,,,,sdh lama tak mendengar kbrnya,,,miss him too,,,,,^^

ini hari lat bibir, sa tak tw mi keadaannya stlh lama absen nih, byk lagu baru,,,hiks hiks,,,dan ini hari latihan lagu untuk audisi untuk konser,,,jdlnya Ave Verum Corpus... br mol nya ada 6,,,can you imagine that is so difficult???? by Joseph Rheinberger "Night Song" and arranged by Douglas Walczak (ASCAP)....

dan serunya lagi ini hari, d kelas akun, hmpr terjadi perdebatan yg sngt seru,,,antara BLACK SIDE dgn WHITE SIDE.....untuk lbh jelasnya silahkan melihat kasus d bwh ini,,,

Ethics Case
You are the assistant controller in charge of general ledger accounting at Riverside Bottling Company. Your company has a large loan from an insurance company. The loan agreement requires that the company's cash account balance be maintained at $200,000 or more, as reported monthly.
At June 30 the cash balance is $80,000, which you report to Gena Schmitt, the financial vice president. Gena excitedly instruct you to keep the cash receipts book open for one additional day for purposes of the June 30 report to the insurance company. Gena says, "If we don't get that cash balance over $200,000, we'll default on our loan agreement. They could close us down, put us all out of our jobs!" Gena continues, "I talked to Oconto Distributors (one of Riverside's largest customers) this morning. They said they sent us a check for $15,000 yesterday. We should receive it tomorrow. If we include just that one check in our cash balance, we'll be in the clear. It's in the mail!"

nah ini dy, pertanyaannya,,,,
Who will suffer negative effects if you do not comply with Gena Schmitt's instructions? Who will suffer if you comply?

kl ada tidak menuruti kemauan si Gena, yg rugi adalah perusahaan akan mengalami kerugian mengalami kebangkrutan, dan laen2, dan kita jg akan mengalami kerugian yg fatal, kita bakal dipecat, dan menjadi pengangguran,,,,,
tp kl kita menuruti kemauan si Gena, yg rugi adalah si perusahaan asuransi, krn seharusnya modal nya bertambah bkn mlh berkurang,,,
ANDA AKAN BERADA DI PIHAK MANA???? apa kah BLACK SIDE (yg mendukung si Gena) ato WHITE SIDE ( yg tidak menuruti si Gena)???
kl anda berada d pihak asuransi untuk tidak menuruti si Gena, gmn dgn perusahaan anda???gmn dgn karyawan laen bila perusahaan mengalami kebangkrutan???
tp kan untuk mendukung perusahaan asuransi, sblm bln Juni berahkir, perusahaan Riverside kan bis mencari invesmetn yg mw bekerja sama dgn perusahaan???
Apakah anda sdh bingung????wkakak

renungkan lah sndiri,,,,ini bisa d jadikan bhn perdebatan yg sngt bgs,,,,

duh, nda sabar nih....

2008-12-13T14:11:00.003+07:00

capek nih, hbs plg kuliah,,,wkaka, sebentar lagi kgrj, ada pelayanan,,,semangat step ^^
nda sabar tgg bsk ini,,,bgn pagi2 untuk k grj, trs k kampus, krn ada pelatihan sponsorship, trs cabut,,,,,,k gading,,,,asyik asyik, d jmpt sm keluarga, trs k bandara deh,,,,mama papa ku dtng mi,,,ea ea ea....

sygnya sa cm menginap sampe hr senin, ato selasa,,,,hiks hiks,,,,tp tak apa2, hr mgg, jg sdh balik mks,,,,yeah ^^
have a nice day, step....

Gbu ^^

parents, miss you so much...

2008-12-10T17:29:00.003+07:00

I'm trying to use English, as I can....today, when I chat with my cousin, she is in uk,,she asked about my father, yeah, we talked as much, as she had much time to chat,,,,I've never seen her again, 1 or 2 years ago,,,I'm never think that she is so stylist,,,we talked about how much we feel, we miss our parents, until our eyes could be swollen,,,coz, we cried,,,i want to tell you story about me,,,my dad, mom, my lovely brother are in spore,,,my dad is sick, in his kidney, this is the second time, he faced operation,,,do you think, it's so sad, when i met my dad in jkt, i couldn't hold out my tears, I put pillow on my face, so my dad couldn't see my face, my mom just saying "adek sdh mi, jgn mi menangis"....but my eyes couldn't lie, my feeling was not in good mood,,

today, my dad check out, from the hospital, I know, HE can give my dad the best thing in my dad's life,,,thx God,,,I trust in you...I'm so miss them at this moment, sometimes, I think, if i don't face the exam, i can be in my dad's side right now,..

so, I can't wait Christmas, I wanna go home early,,,i wanna hug my dad, my mom too,,,
please time, go go go, as fast as you can,,,

"kerinduan pertama, kedua, dan ketiga"

2008-12-09T23:47:00.006+07:00

yah, PUJI TUHAN, bsk papa ku bisa plg k apartment,,,,dan plg k jkt,,,,RINDU SKL INI, SM PAPA KU, MAMA KU, KOKO KU,,,,itu hr gr2 ni uts, nda bisa k spore deh,,,swt.....cpt lah plg papa, mama, koko,.,,,smw merindukan kalian ini,,,

fiuhhhh, ini hari melelahkan skl, skt smw badan ku mulai dr pinggang, paha, sampe betis,,beh kl mw jln, bth kekuatan penuh,,bkn L nah, cm btlan skt,,,hiks hiks,,,tp sa jd rindu air terjun ini,,ni hari jam 8 lwt bgn, rencan mw k mangdu, cm sa nda sanggup pasti lbh cpk lagi,,,akhirnya pegi temani si merisa jaga stand,....

tp ngomong2, sa jg rindu pisang ini, mkn pisang,,,ternyata pisang bgt enak, crtnya bgn nih, pas hbs diskusi panel (sa lupa mi kpn tepatnya), ada dpt buah2an gitu, trs sa mkn deh, 4 mcm buah dlm sehari, kurang satu sih,,,sa mkn salak, trs markisa, pisang, yg hmpr mi satu tandan sa mkn, cm ada jg yg mw mkn pisang, (dgn terpaksa berbagi sih)wkaka, trs hbs itu mkn jeruk,,,dan dr sana lah, sa jd pingin pisang trs,,,pas RAKER kmrn beh ada pisang bo', nah sa mabil 1 tandan lagi,,,,hmpr jg 1 tandan sa hbskan,,,hbs enak sih...hbs itu bss, pas mkn siang, yg ada mlh semangka...swt deh...bagi syp yg punya pisang bagi dong k sy,,,lagi pengin ini.....hiks hiks...

Komisi 2, SEMANGAT JEE!!!

2008-12-08T21:44:00.003+07:00

waduh, ini hari cpk bngt deh,,,nda terasa jg RAKER 2008 cpt skl berlalu,,,hiks hiks,, enak loh,,,tp sblm mulai rapat, pemberitahuan ttg peraturan slm RAKER, dan penentuan ELITE COMISSION,,,,pertama2 tiap komisi d beri 80 poin,,,mulai dr sesi pertama yang membahas "Anggaran Dasar dan Anggaran Rumah Tangga HIMSISFO",,,,nda trs pi ngantuknya,,wkaka. dan tak lupa pada saat ini, komisi 2 mendapat poin tertinggi sebesar 190 (applause dl e) Bgt pula pas rapat sesi k 2 yg membhs "Evaluasi Event yang sdh lalu" sa blm mengantuk pi...tak lupa jg,, bknnya mw sombong sih,,,,tp lagi-lagi komisi 2 mendapat poin tertinggi, tp dr sesi 1, nilai nya menurun, sebesar 130, tp saat sesi k 3, beh, dtng mi setan pembawa ngantuk, padahal sesi k 3 membhs ttg "Event yang akan datang"...d saat itu lah si pus, meliat ku tertidur,,,dan tersenyum melihat ku wkt sa terbgn melihatnya,,,OMG, pkr ku, pasti mengurangi poin mi ini,,,,tp ternyata keaktifan komisi 2 dlm RAKER, membuahkan hasil shg, tak heran lagi KOMISI 2, terpilih menjadi ELITE COMISSION..bknnya smbng sih,,,tp gitu deh,,,,(L bngt)wkaka..

stlh kmrn membhs RAKER, ini hari k air terjun, beh sepanjang 5.6 km, kita mendaki gunung dan menuruni lembah (L bngt), kyk lagunya ninja hattori, beh, tp nda sia2 perjuangannya kita, krn air terjunnya bgs skl,,,,mlh sa sempat msk dlmnya lagi,,,tp skl lagi BEH, dingin skl, super duper mi,,,tp yah , menahan dingin sj lah,,,tp seru skl,,,sampe kaki ku pada luka mi,,,ada 2 benjolnya, trs ada 1 biru,,hiks hiks...br skt lagi,,,smg cpt sembuh,,,untungnya bsk sa nda kuliah,,,PUJI TUHAN...akhirnya bisa beristirahat jg,,,,fiuhhh

btw, nda rugi ikut RAKER 2008, SEMANGAT JEE!!!!!!!!!

Pe-Er ??? Have I to do it???

2008-12-06T15:18:00.002+07:00

ni Pe-Er, dikas sm si shedtya, antah angin apa kasi org Pe-Er,,,wkaka, tp kan yg namanya kl d ks, itu hrs mengucapkan trima kasih,,,so let me say, "Thank you, shedtya. Kau sungguh baik sekali. Laen kali lagi yah"...

so, let me tell you about the rules :
1. Each blogger must post this rules.
2. Each blogger must starts with 10 random facts/habits about themselves.
3. Bloggers that are tagged need to write about their own blog, about their ten things and post.
You need to choose some people to get tagged and list their names
4. Don't forget to leave them a comment telling them that they're tagged and to read your blog.

10 fakta ttg Stephanie Junita Maramis :
1. pencinta Hello Kitty bngt deh,,,
2. suka jg dgn wrn terang, terutama wrn kuning,,,nda suka dgn wrn gelap...
3. yg pastinya punya seorang sodara sj, namanya Michael Nathanel Maramis
4. TK dan SD d Gamaliel, SMP d ZION, kemudian SMA d Dian Harapan, dan sekarang ini, melanjutkan k bangku perkuliahan d Univ. BIna NUSantara..
5. suka bngt dgn musik terutama klasik, dan jazz....
6. i love this number, krn sa lahir tgl 29 bln 6 thn 1990, otomatisnya br berusia 18 thn,,,
7. bisa maen piano, gitar jg bisa, tp nda bisa maen kl sdh pake palang2 bgt, kemuadian drum, cm bisa 1 rhythm, dr beribu mcm rhythm yg ada, dan lagi berencana belajar CELLO
8. yah, kebykan org tw, STEPHANIE sngt periang, tp bisa juga pemurung,,,tergantung MOOD,,,,yup, I'm moody girl,,,^^
9. nda suka mkn paprika bae yg merah ato yg hijo,,nda suka mkn hati ayam yg pahit rasanya, nda suka mkn pisang ijo, nda suka mkn daun seledri, nda suka mkn keju tll byk, nda suka mkn paria,,,,

10. blm punya piano d jkt,,,msh lama bwt pindah k t4 yg tetap,,,jd msh lama punya piano jg,,, rindu piano yg d mks,,,

ok, alhasil jd jg ni Pe-Er,
saatnya mandi bwt k grj,,,,let me say bubye ^^

yesterday's story...

2008-12-01T10:10:00.003+07:00

udah lama kyknya sa nda mengisi yah new post yg baru???sory2,,,kmrn tepatnya hr minggu, pagi2 stlh plg dr grj, berencana untuk tdr, tp ada film maen,,wlalopun sa sdh ntn berulang kali, mgkn sampe HBO tayangkan berulang kali, Tokyo Drift,,tp kok sa nda bosan ntnnya yah??hbs keren sih, cr meneyetirnya,tp itu pun sa ntn, sdh agak tertidur, krn sangking ngantuknya,,,trs tb2 merlin telp deh, ada janji dgn r.daniel, my lovely techer,,,kyk org penting yah, bwt janji sglo lagi ^^,,wkakak,
yah wes jam satu k citraland, ktm d gramed, mana gramed lagi diskon 30% lagi, kl msk d gramed,,,udah deh nda bisa bernafas lagi,,mana panas lagi,,krn tll byk org,,dah alhasil ktm mr.danielo jg,,,kbrnya mr.daniel pacaran loh, dgn ms.pipit,,,oooppsss, membongkar,,,maafkan sa mr.daniel,,,(wkaka)
dan krn smw pada kelaparan, kita bertiga mkn d 14045 (tw ka apa itu?)
yupz, btl 100%,,,itu McD...hbs mkn, kami ber3, pegi foto2, sygnya fotonya pk fot box, jd nda bisa tampilkan fotonya,,,,sa jg nda punya scan kdg,,,kecuali sa punya, pasti sa ks msk fotonya,,kemudian jln2 sebentar, dan sdh jam stgh 5, wktnya mr.daniel plg,,tp krn kita (sa dgn merlin) blm mw plg,,,kita keliling tuh citraland sampe akhirnya bsn sndr,,,dan OMG,,,akhirnya terpenuhi jg keinginan ku untuk mkn pizza,,,crtnya lagi ngidam ini,,mkn pizza,,wkaka,
kita berdua beli pizza, untuk d bw plg,,,nyam nyam ^^
sa jd ingat wkt sa d mks, sa berdua dgn mama ku sll beli pizza yg large (jd kepingin lagi mkn ni pizza) sm salad sayur nya,,,enak loh...

sa lagi merindukan papa mama ku,,,sm koko ku jg,,,lamanya mereka bertiga plg k jkt,,,sa pengin cpt2 deh natalan, spy bisa kmpl lagi ber4 dgn smwnya,,,desember sa plg loh k mks,,pkknya mw mkn sepuas2nya,,,nyamnyam ^^
cm sygnya, cm satu org doang yg plg dr antara tmn bae ku itu cm Mega doang,,,swt deh,,,
siska, cici, jete mgkn plg hbs xin nian,,,br sa nda plg hbs xin nian, krn xin nian tgl 26, 2 hr stlhnya sa lsg UAS, sygnya yah,,,how pity i am,,,,hiks hiks,,,
jgn pegi foto2 tanpa sa itu, sis, ci, jete,me,,,,sa mrh itu kl kalian foto without me,,,

ultahnya si nic sapari ^^

2008-11-25T22:47:00.005+07:00

akhirnya bisa jg kutulis ttg ultahnya s nic.....krn menunggunya tag foto dr panda sm nic,,,,parah kan???wkaka, crt nya bermula pada suatu hari seorang .......
lebay bngt sih,,,,wkaka
dr seminggu yg lalu mi, mega mw ks cownya kue spesial, pas sblm sa uts,,,beli kue jg nda jauh ji t4nya,,,d dapur coklat,,,dan alhasil rencana itu berhasil, dgn membuat surprise k nic,,,dgn alasan mega pegi clubbing sm cow laen,,,,btp pns lsg hatinya nic,,,cieh,,,,trs pas tgl 24,,,tepat tgl 24,,,jam 12, kita (panda, anto, merlin dan tak lupa sy) k kmrnya nic,,,membawa kue "TWO SEASON", atas rekomendasi cewnya sndr....

betapa enaknya ini kue...nyam nyam.....
Happy 20th B'day Nicolas
From Mega C. T

pasti iri kan meliat ini kue kan????hehehe, tenang sj, ckp d pandangin ini kue kemudian renungkan sejenak, pasti deh, kalian sdh bisa merasakan brtp nikmatnya ini kue,,,,
dan tak lupa serunya, ketika melumuri mukanya nic dgn coklat dr kue tsb,,,wih,,,,so fun ^^

Panda, nic, dgn anto....

Merlin, panda, anto, step, dgn nic....

sblm pegi mkn2 menjelang subuh menjemput, wkaka

d tengah jalan, nda ada mi mbl jg lwt, jd foto sebebas2 mgkn

senangnya bisa menunaikan tgs dgn bae,,,AMIN,,,btw, thx yah me, kw jg sdh beliin mcku sebuah kue, yg sa nda pnh liat,,,gpp ji,,,,

in my mind, absolutely yes.....

2008-11-22T02:17:00.011+07:00

ni hari teori ekonomi lumayan lah aku mengerjakan nya dgn bae....drpd manajemen umuM kmrn,,,,

thx God,,,,

ni hari fs ku berganti wallpapernya mi,,,semua bntuan dr vional....
thx yah nal...
trs lagu fs ku, maxwell jg yg bwtkan ka.....
thx jg bwt maxwell ^^

ni hari, sa cr kue bwt nic, sm merlin dgn epen....d dapur coklat...epen yg bw mbl,wkakaka....ternyata hrs pesan lwt delivery call....gpp lah, nda pcm pergi....bwt sahabat tercinta ku, mega carissa tandean...

btw, i miss my x-LG, miss mega, miss siska, miss jete, and miss cici..sa berpkr bln des adalah wkt d mn smw anggota x-LG bisa berkumpul bersama, ketawa bersama, memakan angin d oier 52...adakah wkt lagi untuk bertemu, menghabiskan wkt bersama?????menceritakan duka dan suka bersama?????
jwbnnya pasti ada, sa yakin,,,walopun kita smw sdh berpisah jauh bngt,,,,tp persahabatan tak mudah d lupakan bgt sj,,,AMIN...

I really miss you, guys ^^

take care yooooo

wkt sa bw kamera ini, foto d kelasnya miss sanny

wkt d pizza hut, nda tw krn apa ,,, krn ultahnya jete!! sa ingat mi...yeyy

Kenangannya kita bersama slm hmpr 3 thn,,,,,,tak mudah melupakan sesuatu yg pnh kita bwt bersama,,,,apalagi stiap pagi,,,,tujuan utama setelah meletakkan tas d loker itu, menuju mal nya kita????? (WC),,,,,wkaka
tak sabar menunggu reuni, (APA MSH 5THN LAGI?) msh lm itu.....swt bngt....
reuni between us ajah lah...ok?????setuju nda????
pasti jwbnnya setuju, wkaka....

saat rekoleksi menjelang,,,,,

dan tak lupa jg,,,saat terakhir nya kita,,,,GRADUATION....

miss you...do you miss me too????

sebuah cerita yg membuat ku menangis...

2008-11-19T13:30:00.006+07:00

I Cried For My Brother Six Times

Aku dilahirkan di sebuah dusun pegunungan yang sangat terpencil. Hari demi hari, orang tuaku membajak tanah kering kuning, dan punggung mereka menghadap ke langit. Aku mempunyai seorang adik, tiga tahun lebih muda dariku. Suatu ketika, untuk membeli sebuah sapu tangan yang mana semua gadis di sekelilingku kelihatannya membawanya, aku mencuri lima puluh sen dari laci ayahku. Ayah segera menyadarinya. Beliau membuat adikku dan diriku berlutut di depan tembok, dengan sebuah tongkat bambu di tangannya.

"Siapa yang mencuri uang itu?" Beliau bertanya.

Aku terpaku, terlalu takut untuk berbicara. Ayah tidak mendengar siapa pun mengaku, jadi Beliau mengatakan, "Baiklah, kalau begitu, kalian berdua layak dipukul!"

Dia mengangkat tongkat bambu itu tingi-tinggi.

Tiba-tiba, adikku mencengkeram tangannya dan berkata, "Ayah, aku yang melakukannya!"

Tongkat panjang itu menghantam punggung adikku bertubi-tubi. Ayah begitu marahnya sehingga ia terus menerus mencambukinya sampai Beliau kehabisan nafas. Sesudahnya, Beliau duduk di atas ranjang batu bata kami dan memarahi, "Kamu sudah belajar mencuri dari rumah sekarang, hal memalukan apa lagi yang akan kamu lakukan di masa mendatang? ... Kamu layak dipukul sampai mati! Kamu pencuri tidak tahu malu!"

Malam itu, ibu dan aku memeluk adikku dalam pelukan kami. Tubuhnya penuh dengan luka, tetapi ia tidak menitikkan air mata setetes pun.

Di pertengahan malam itu, saya tiba-tiba mulai menangis meraung-raung. Adikku menutup mulutku dengan tangan kecilnya dan berkata, "Kak, jangan menangis lagi sekarang. Semuanya sudah terjadi."

Aku masih selalu membenci diriku karena tidak memiliki cukup keberanian untuk maju mengaku.

Bertahun-tahun telah lewat, tapi insiden tersebut masih kelihatan seperti baru kemarin. Aku tidak pernah akan lupa tampang adikku ketika ia melindungiku. Waktu itu, adikku berusia 8 tahun. Aku berusia 11.

Ketika adikku berada pada tahun terakhirnya di SMP, ia lulus untuk masuk ke SMA di pusat kabupaten. Pada saat yang sama, saya diterima untuk masuk ke sebuah universitas propinsi. Malam itu, ayah berjongkok di halaman, menghisap rokok tembakaunya, bungkus demi bungkus. Saya mendengarnya merengut, "Kedua anak kita memberikan hasil yang begitu baik...hasil yang begitu baik..."

Ibu mengusap air matanya yang mengalir dan menghela nafas, "Apa gunanya? Bagaimana mungkin kita bisa membiayai keduanya sekaligus?"

Saat itu juga, adikku berjalan keluar ke hadapan ayah dan berkata, "Ayah, saya tidak mau melanjutkan sekolah lagi, telah cukup membaca banyak buku."

Ayah mengayunkan tangannya dan memukul adikku pada wajahnya.

"Mengapa kau mempunyai jiwa yang begitu keparat lemahnya? Bahkan jika berarti saya mesti mengemis di jalanan, saya akan menyekolahkan kamu berdua sampai selesai!"

Dan begitu kemudian ia mengetuk setiap rumah di dusun itu untuk meminjam uang. Aku menjulurkan tanganku selembut yang aku bisa ke muka adikku yang membengkak, dan berkata, "Seorang anak laki-laki harus meneruskan sekolahnya; kalau tidak ia tidak akan pernah meninggalkan jurang kemiskinan ini."

Aku, sebaliknya, telah memutuskan untuk tidak lagi meneruskan ke universitas. Siapa sangka keesokan harinya, sebelum subuh datang, adikku meninggalkan rumah dengan beberapa helai pakaian lusuh dan sedikit kacang yang sudah mengering. Dia menyelinap ke samping ranjangku dan meninggalkan secarik kertas di atas bantalku:

"Kak, masuk ke universitas tidaklah mudah. Saya akan pergi mencari kerja dan mengirimu uang."

Aku memegang kertas tersebut di atas tempat tidurku, dan menangis dengan air mata bercucuran sampai suaraku hilang. Tahun itu, adikku berusia 17 tahun. Aku 20.

Dengan uang yang ayahku pinjam dari seluruh dusun, dan uang yang adikku hasilkan dari mengangkut semen pada punggungnya di lokasi konstruksi, aku akhirnya sampai ke tahun ketiga (di universitas).

Suatu hari, aku sedang belajar di kamarku, ketika teman sekamarku masuk dan memberitahukan, "Ada seorang penduduk dusun menunggumu di luar sana!"

Mengapa ada seorang penduduk dusun mencariku?

Aku berjalan keluar, dan melihat adikku dari jauh, seluruh badannya kotor tertutup debu semen dan pasir. Aku menanyakannya, "Mengapa kamu tidak bilang pada teman sekamarku kamu adalah adikku?"

Dia menjawab, tersenyum, "Lihat bagaimana penampilanku. Apa yang akan mereka pikir jika mereka tahu saya adalah adikmu? Apa mereka tidak akan menertawakanmu?"

Aku merasa terenyuh, dan air mata memenuhi mataku. Aku menyapu debu-debu dari adikku semuanya, dan tersekat-sekat dalam kata-kataku, "Aku tidak perduli omongan siapa pun! Kamu adalah adikku apa pun juga! Kamu adalah adikku bagaimana pun penampilanmu..."

Dari sakunya, ia mengeluarkan sebuah jepit rambut berbentuk kupu-kupu. Ia memakaikannya kepadaku, dan terus menjelaskan, "Saya melihat semua gadis kota memakainya. Jadi saya pikir kamu juga harus memiliki satu."

Aku tidak dapat menahan diri lebih lama lagi. Aku menarik adikku ke dalam pelukanku dan menangis dan menangis. Tahun itu, ia berusia 20. Aku 23.

Kali pertama aku membawa pacarku ke rumah, kaca jendela yang pecah telah diganti, dan kelihatan bersih di mana-mana. Setelah pacarku pulang, aku menari seperti gadis kecil di depan ibuku.

"Bu, ibu tidak perlu menghabiskan begitu banyak waktu untuk membersihkan rumah kita!"

Tetapi katanya, sambil tersenyum, "Itu adalah adikmu yang pulang awal untuk membersihkan rumah ini. Tidakkah kamu melihat luka pada tangannya? Ia terluka ketika memasang kaca jendela baru itu.."

Aku masuk ke dalam ruangan kecil adikku. Melihat mukanya yang kurus, seratus jarum terasa menusukku. Aku mengoleskan sedikit saleb pada lukanya dan membalut lukanya.

"Apakah itu sakit?" Aku menanyakannya.

"Tidak, tidak sakit. Kamu tahu, ketika saya bekerja di lokasi konstruksi, batu-batu berjatuhan pada kakiku setiap waktu. Bahkan itu tidak menghentikanku bekerja dan..."

Di tengah kalimat itu ia berhenti. Aku membalikkan tubuhku memunggunginya, dan air mata mengalir deras turun ke wajahku. Tahun itu, adikku 23. Aku berusia 26.

Ketika aku menikah, aku tinggal di kota. Berkali-kali suamiku dan aku mengundang orang tuaku untuk datang dan tinggal bersama kami, tetapi mereka tidak pernah mau. Mereka mengatakan, sekali meninggalkan dusun, mereka tidak akan tahu harus mengerjakan apa. Adikku tidak setuju juga, mengatakan, "Kak, jagalah mertuamu aja. Saya akan menjaga ibu dan ayah di sini."

Suamiku menjadi direktur pabriknya. Kami menginginkan adikku mendapatkan pekerjaan sebagai manajer pada departemen pemeliharaan. Tetapi adikku menolak tawaran tersebut. Ia bersikeras memulai bekerja sebagai pekerja reparasi.

Suatu hari, adikku diatas sebuah tangga untuk memperbaiki sebuah kabel, ketika ia mendapat sengatan listrik, dan masuk rumah sakit.

Suamiku dan aku pergi menjenguknya. Melihat gips putih pada kakinya, saya menggerutu, "Mengapa kamu menolak menjadi manajer? Manajer tidak akan pernah harus melakukan sesuatu yang berbahaya seperti ini. Lihat kamu sekarang, luka yang begitu serius. Mengapa kamu tidak mau mendengar kami sebelumnya?"

Dengan tampang yang serius pada wajahnya, ia membela keputusannya. "Pikirkan kakak ipar--ia baru saja jadi direktur, dan saya hampir tidak berpendidikan. Jika saya menjadi manajer seperti itu, berita seperti apa yang akan menjadi buah bibir orang?"

Mata suamiku dipenuhi air mata, dan kemudian keluar kata-kataku yang sepatah-sepatah: "Tapi kamu kurang pendidikan juga karena aku!"

"Mengapa membicarakan masa lalu?"

Adikku menggenggam tanganku. Tahun itu, ia berusia 26 dan aku 29.

Adikku kemudian berusia 30 ketika ia menikahi seorang gadis petani dari dusun itu. Dalam acara pernikahannya, pembawa acara perayaan itu bertanya kepadanya, "Siapa yang paling kamu hormati dan kasihi?"

Tanpa bahkan berpikir ia menjawab, "Kakakku."

Ia melanjutkan dengan menceritakan kembali sebuah kisah yang bahkan tidak dapat kuingat.

"Ketika saya pergi sekolah SD, ia berada pada dusun yang berbeda. Setiap hari kakakku dan saya berjalan selama dua jam untuk pergi ke sekolah dan pulang ke rumah. Suatu hari, saya kehilangan satu dari sarung tanganku. Kakakku memberikan satu dari kepunyaannya. Ia hanya memakai satu saja dan berjalan sejauh itu. Ketika kami tiba di rumah, tangannya begitu gemetaran karena cuaca yang begitu dingin sampai ia tidak dapat memegang sumpitnya. Sejak hari itu, saya bersumpah, selama saya masih hidup, saya akan menjaga kakakku dan baik kepadanya."

Tepuk tangan membanjiri ruangan itu. Semua tamu memalingkan perhatiannya kepadaku.

Kata-kata begitu susah kuucapkan keluar bibirku, "Dalam hidupku, orang yang paling aku berterima kasih kepadanya adalah adikku."

Dan dalam kesempatan yang paling berbahagia ini, di depan kerumunan perayaan ini, air mata bercucuran turun dari wajahku seperti sungai.

UTS Pengantar Akuntansi I

2008-11-18T21:16:00.003+07:00

wih,,,senangnya bisa menyelesaikan akuntansi td dgn baik.....tak terlepas dr bimbingan TUhan sih....
sblm ujian d mulai, berdoa dl terlebih dhl,,,meminta spy wkt 2 jam yg d berikan bisa cukup, dah alhasil sngt cukup, tak spt CB kmrn,,,,,,yg tak ckp sm skl wktnya,,,,
1 jam 15 menit,,,,blm mengarang indahnya,,,blm berpkrnya,,,,,,pkknya nda ckp deh wktnya....bkn kesel jg sih,,,,nilai CB ku pasti jelek,,,,tp sa senang ji ada tmnku yg msh bisa mendukung ku....
"Better good process than good result"
you know lah, what's the meaning...pagi ini sa sdh tkt skl mi mengerjakan akun,,,krn ini dosen ku terkenal sngt killer mi,,,(katanya),,,br ada jg teorinya,,,dan alhasil, setelah selesai keluar dr ruang ujian, senyum terpancar dr muka ku gang....mw tw knp????
sa tak tw apa kah hasilnya akan bae ato jelek, sa tak pdl, tp krn sa telah mengerjakan yg terbaik semampuku,,,,bkn dr hslnya sa liat skrng,,,tp dr prosesnya,,,,senangnya...

suasana menjelang UTS

2008-11-15T11:28:00.001+07:00

tepatnya tanggal 15 November 2008, sebelum 2 hari kemudian menjelang UTS....
bmn dgn persiapan ku???? itu hal yang tak bisa ku jawab....krn ku blm siap sama sekali....
tp itu tak menjadi persoalan bwt ku,,,krn ku orangnya tak pnh menyerah dlm sgl hal,,,,tp tak lupa jg,,,ku butuh bimbingan Tuhan...

ku tau manusia membutuhkan seseorang, oleh karena itu ku tak dapat hidup tanpa Tuhan...
Tuhan telah banyak beri anugerah dalam hidup ku, dan untuk keluarga ku...

kmrn mlm, ortu berangkat k spore,,,,sedihnya,,,
=(
tp ku yakin semuanya akan bae2 sj, krn ada Tuhan....
AMin...

GANBATTE NE....
semangat menghadapi UTS....
Gbu always ^^